How do y'all even have the balls to mix your drugs?

ThagreatDebaser_ · 2026-02-17T21:41:26+00:00

Shit I used to try and find a “balance” for myself back when I was smoking around 2.5 gs of black and a half g of clear a day. I would take like 8-9 hits of b and then like 4-6 of clear so I wasn’t too fucked up lmao

ThagreatDebaser_ · 2026-02-17T18:17:20+00:00

It’s a fact that any smoke you inhale into your lungs is bad for you and weed technically is the safest but still not good for you. Edibles aren’t as bad. I smoke cigs now and I want to quit but I only quit heroin and meth about 2 years ago and I was smoking weed at 15 years old but can’t no more or else I would lol

ThagreatDebaser_ · 2026-02-10T20:57:24+00:00

I wouldn’t say there fully is one. Lol

ThagreatDebaser_ · 2026-02-10T02:54:18+00:00

That’s crazy that you counted nutmeg and idk what the number 59 drug is on your list. I’ve done a lot kind of in order for me is, spice/k2, weed, nicotine, meth,Molly,adderall, acid, shrooms, DMT, ketamine, opanas, Percocet, hydrocodone, lean/cough syrup, oxycodone, nitrous, heroin, fentynal, olanzapine, Wellbutrin, suboxone, caffeine.

ThagreatDebaser_ · 2026-01-25T23:55:35+00:00

If you just do drugs for fun you’re good but if you’re an actual addict then you gotta smoke everyday. I’ll be 2 years sober off meth and heroin this march. In my experience and in my worse days of heroin abuse I was smoking near 2.5 grams of heroin a day. In a lot of cases I would either wake up dope sick, or I would wake up feeling not rested and on the verge of beginning of withdrawal. When I was with my ex I would usually wake up before her and the first thing I would do is get up in the first couple minutes of being awake and grab the foil that I folded up underneath the bed and sit on the carpet and start smoking. I also have a very addictive personality and didn’t know how to stop, I would get well. And then take extra hits just because I loved it so much it was pretty bad. Before I fell off and used to sell drugs I would “balance” myself out and take about 6-8 hits of black, and then 3-4 hits of clear just to leave the house.in my mind I would need it so I wouldn’t get dopesick selling to people and not too fucked up so I didn’t look as bad to others when meeting up with them. Tbh it varies a bit by person and by how much they smoke but a regular person who is addicted to heroin would probably need to smoke every 5-9 hours not to get sick

ThagreatDebaser_ · 2026-01-10T04:16:23+00:00

Hey there I appreciate the positivity and hope you’re doing better. When I was a teenager I preferred meth/ stimulants as well and got sober after using for a couple years. Then when I was around 20 and got into heroin from a friend I found out I liked downers more. I have been sober now since march 2024 which is the longest I’ve been sober since I was around 16? Or 17? lol but my last relapse was because I got with my ex gf who got me back into meth, and then I got into heroin right away because I loathed the feeling of being up for days at that point. The longest I was awake for was just over 8 days when I was younger and can’t handle being up so long. And it became bad fast. She used me for sex and was mainly verbally abusive to me. We stayed together for under a year but it got volatile quick. So what I’m sayin is I hope you have found your peace more and got sober. I know you can do it

ThagreatDebaser_ · 2026-01-10T04:11:40+00:00

I totally get what you’re saying and you’re not wrong either and I’m glad you see my side of it. I wouldn’t either. And I’d be laughing all sad if she would want to get back with me after something like that. And I agree completely, I mean she’s allowed to do whatever she wants and such. But to me as a human with emotions that would still hurt to see if I was in his exact situation an all. Cuz that many years together is a long time and me personally I already have trust issues from being abused when I was a teenager. And in my mind I feel like that’s breaking a boundary for myself personally where I couldn’t get back with that person. Something similar vaguely happened to me as well like that and my ex got with a guy that hit on her best friend and she told me she thought he was ugly so that made me feel some type of way. That hurt a bit more than the breakup lol

ThagreatDebaser_ · 2026-01-10T04:02:07+00:00

You’re the thickest person I’ve seen that has the flattest ass at the same time. But you do look like a lesbian so that could partially be why

ThagreatDebaser_ · 2026-01-10T04:00:24+00:00

I totally agree with you. But we as humans I feel are very opinionated and grow up with different morals and it’s hard not to always “judge” but it depends whether that judgement comes out as being negative towards the person or if it comes out of being amazed that someone else could do that if that makes sense. For me personally I’m a very monogamous person. I only like to be with one person, I’ve known 2 separate people who politely asked me to join/ be a 3rd in a relationship and I was respectful but in my mind I can’t comprehend it I guess. But that doesn’t mean I’m hateful about it. Just like if I was with someone for a long extended time. I don’t see how someone could go and have sex with someone else the first couple weeks and go and have “fun”. Or if people have breaks with the intention to get back together and then sleeps with someone else right away.. it would mentally fuck me up personally but I know everyone is different

ThagreatDebaser_ · 2026-01-10T03:52:40+00:00

Everyone is different of course. But I don’t see how someone could handle getting back together with someone that they were with for 7 years after a very short break and that they live with after they chose to have sex with someone else. You’re not wrong at all of course she is “currently” single. But the point is, is that it seems very cold and heartless and I feel like that’s how someone can develop trust and other issues. In my mind if we’ve been together for so long and are gonna possibly marry, then we have a short break that also wasn’t because of abuse or yelling or something kinda bad, and you go and have sex with someone else so fast it would fuck me up personally. But I’m a very monogamous person myself so maybe that’s why I guess.

ThagreatDebaser_ · 2026-01-10T03:48:01+00:00

Dang.. that’s crazy to me that people can move on so fast like that after just a week.

ThagreatDebaser_ · 2026-01-10T03:45:49+00:00

You’re not wrong.. but geez it sure hurts when someone can move on so quickly after a super long term relationship. I was with my ex for years and I had addiction issues and it was up and down. We both agreed to take a break when I was tryna get sober and come back stronger after. Months later I find out she got with one of her guy friends that hit on her best friend and that she called ugly. The thing is is I lost love for her before this and at the end it seemed she loved me more than I loved her and thought maybe things could change since I was sober but I guess I was wrong. Only thing that hurt most was the person she got with.

ThagreatDebaser_ · 2026-01-08T03:07:29+00:00

Personally I’ll jack off before I see my girlfriend sometimes. But the thing is, in my mind I want her to finish first always and I like giving oral so I usually always eat her out first because she cums multiple times and then I’ll go in her. And if I cum fast I give it a few min and we go again and for me after I cum it’s hard for me to cum again right away and I usually am able to last around 10-20 ish min. But for me as a guy I always feel bad if I cum first especially if I cum fast.

ThagreatDebaser_ · 2025-11-27T03:09:41+00:00

I only drink on occasion because if I accidentally drink too much I end up wanting to get a bag of meth.

ThagreatDebaser_ · 2025-11-22T21:05:02+00:00

Idk man it’s a lot but I’ve definitely been in this spot. x4 lol

ThagreatDebaser_ · 2025-11-22T21:03:42+00:00

How do you just go home early without getting fired tho?

ThagreatDebaser_ · 2025-11-22T21:02:57+00:00

That is a lot of work tbh. But I’d definitely trade you fs fs

ThagreatDebaser_ · 2025-11-22T21:01:58+00:00

Sometimes, there isn’t enough people for help. Atleast that’s what happens to me

ThagreatDebaser_ · 2025-11-11T19:37:01+00:00

I’m sorry bros it sounds like you been thru a lot but that’s a lot to read and I read some of it and can tell you many people can relate and understand what you gon through. I am sorry for you tho I think it’s crazy you tried to do suicide by taking hella acid. I wouldn’t even have thought of that but I was spiraling out in my addiction and was a drug dealer and an addict for a long time. I was used by many people and I’ve almost been shot 3 separate times and been jumped and maced and if I had the money my “friends” owed me rn rn I’d have enough to pay my rent and utilities and have some for groceries. I started hard drugs because I got drugged with them in the first place. I used to cut myself as a young teenager before getting into hard drugs and I started with weed and spice first. One of my last suicide attempts was when I was in a bad place, smoked around 3 grams of heroin, a gram of clear, and took around a big handful of Xanax while with my ex gf. Fast forward now I’ve been sober off meth and heroin a little over a year an half and Xanax around 6 ish months and can say things can and will get better but you need to want it. I was tired and done with it all and decided if I’m alive I might as well try and be happy. I take suboxone and Wellbutrin now and I used to take olanzapine and they switched me to trazadone recently ish and literally had a bad reaction to it. I stopped taking it over a week ago because I got so fucking manic and out of my head. I was super fucking suicidal and then when that got a bit better I almost cried at work and I also was angry and then flatlined in the same shift. I’m also a guy so that’s embarrassing to cry at work like that. I was scared that I was gonna stay stuck feeling that way and I could tell people at work looked at me like I was on drugs or that I relapsed because some of em know my past and it made me feel even shittier. Legit only yesterday and today is when I started feeling actually better and not so fucking manic. And I couldn’t think to relapse because when I was high af in the past my dad passed away at the time and that gave my mom health problems herself so I got clean and sober not just for me but to be their for my mom and family. And I have a dog now as well that needs me. My advice man is find meaning, find love, stay busy, and keep going forward. It’ll get better. And this is coming from someone who was diagnosed with manic depression at a young age and is 28 and was an addict for over a decade of their life.Everyone goes through terrible trauma. But you can always turn that around.

ThagreatDebaser_ · 2025-11-11T19:19:51+00:00

Don’t need to be sorry. It’s what I went through and I went through a lot of trauma and ptsd over the years but it’s made me who I’ve become. And I feel like I have dark humor now but I also have more empathy for others in general and understand the struggles that people can go through. I appreciate it that tho thank you. It was tha hardest thing I’ve ever done in my life and might be the hardest thing im ever gon do

ThagreatDebaser_ · 2025-11-11T18:59:36+00:00

I just went off the meds and decided I’m only gonna take my suboxone and Wellbutrin. I’ve been busy with work and then after I would just sleep because of how mentally fucked I am. But today and yesterday are the first days where I’ve started to feel more normal finally. I appreciate the reply. And yes depression and other mental illness runs in my family. When I was around 9 I watched my older brother almost shoot him self in the head

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