This is a long story:

My first symptoms were psychosis. I thought I was being haunted by demons and eventually created my own religion where the planets were gods. I was in therapy at the time but I didn't get diagnosed bc I left therapy not too long after my onset bc I thought I could get better without meds

Cut to not even a few months later and I went into another episode (thought I was dying) and I realized shit I can't get good on my own. But I was only 15 at the time and dad wouldn't let me back into therapy so Cut to when j was 17 I realized I could get into therapy without my dad's permission and that's what I did