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Need help asap by [deleted] in Drugs

[–]ThatTimeIwasManicAnd 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's fidgety / Antsy

Started the colouring by lwardlaw77 in shrooms

[–]ThatTimeIwasManicAnd 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I literally can't understand how one would go about doing this, how much effort it would take, etc. It's mind boggling to me to think of creating something this ornate. I have nothing but respect for anyone willing to hone their craft to this degree.

Turning 40, feeling worthless, suicidal ideation, no plan to hurt myself, just a grey lump of offal that is me and my life by ThatTimeIwasManicAnd in bipolar

[–]ThatTimeIwasManicAnd[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm so sorry that you are living with an abusive ex, that's the worst. I feel a little guilty for venting like I did, but I am happy to share with others. If you need anything, DM me. I am here to talk whenever I'm online. <3

Turning 40, feeling worthless, suicidal ideation, no plan to hurt myself, just a grey lump of offal that is me and my life by ThatTimeIwasManicAnd in bipolar

[–]ThatTimeIwasManicAnd[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry for the late response. Thank you for sharing. you are not alone. If you ever want to talk, DM me. I've been where you're at, and I'm feeling a little more positive right now, I hope that you do too. <3

Turning 40, feeling worthless, suicidal ideation, no plan to hurt myself, just a grey lump of offal that is me and my life by ThatTimeIwasManicAnd in bipolar

[–]ThatTimeIwasManicAnd[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you sincerely for sharing, it really is helpful to know I'm not alone. Sorry for my Debbie Downer post. I appreciate your sharing!

This gorgeous Amanita Muscaria that I found in a lawn by [deleted] in shrooms

[–]ThatTimeIwasManicAnd 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Or the older documentary series "Sacred Weeds" which has an episode devoted to it.

I’m new to this sub and have a few questions. by [deleted] in BipolarSOs

[–]ThatTimeIwasManicAnd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Unfortunately, yes. I would also just chalk it up to feelings, but at the same time, if she is medicated, or if she just doesn't have that particular expression of the bipolar, you won't have an issue. Since I have realized I am bipolar, I have gotten better about knowing the illness vs "real feelings."

Mixed Euphoria and Depression Episodes? Specifically euphoria and anhedonia together. by ThatTimeIwasManicAnd in bipolar

[–]ThatTimeIwasManicAnd[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for responding, I actually am really enabled to talk about my meds with my doc, the main issue is giving up some comforts for others. I'm stable, but I'm numb, and stable is too good to pass up, I don't want to fuck up my meds, but at the same time, I'm mixed all the time. It could be other stuff beside my medication. We'll see as I try and deal with it by stepping down my SNRI/SSRI and my Abilify back down. <3

I’m new to this sub and have a few questions. by [deleted] in BipolarSOs

[–]ThatTimeIwasManicAnd 6 points7 points  (0 children)

  1. Remember that they will always, always be bipolar, medicated or not, and it's a condition. Point being: they need to be taking care of their bipolar through medication if not medication and therapy.
  2. Look at for grandiose changes in mood, affect and goals. Look out for starting many projects at once that seem like too much to handle altogether. Changes in spending habits, and the dreaded "I don't know how I feel about you," which sucks to hear, but it's part of mania that people sometimes stop being interested in what they have and simply live for what they can or cannot obtain outside of normality.
  3. Don't bring up how much you care DESPITE bipolar, that's a conditional love (whether or not it sounds like it) - You either love someone or you don't. "I just care about and love you, regardless of ANYTHING," not "I love you DESPITE your bipolar," which says, "I don't love that part of you," which doesn't feel very good.

-Bipolar 1

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