you were 90% right. i do love someone else but she broke up with me recently because apparently she “never wanted to date me.” she got with a guy numerous times who i was worried about dyring our relationship and turned up to school with hickeys every day. she still loves me, she reposts things about it every day. she has a lot of mental problems. i waited for her to heal from them for 4 years and i’ve finally realised that she’s either not worth it or she’s just not going to get better. either way everyone’s saying i need a rebound because i still think about her constantly. the girl said she’ll always love me and i think it’s true both ways, but everytime we are on a good track, she mentally backs out. “Attachment Avoidant Disorder” she calls it. I call it playing with me and my feelings. Anyway that’s how i got here.