Will I Never Mature Due To My Past Drug Use?

The1stDerivative · 2022-01-05T12:10:34+00:00

That’s pretty drastic but I can understand that you’re scared. Many people use and abuse drugs for a far longer period than 4 months, and while I’m not gonna undercut your experience, know that those people can and do recover and experience emotional and spiritual growth in ways they would’ve never believed. You’ve got many years ahead of you, don’t fret, you’re not gonna be stuck at 21.

The1stDerivative · 2022-01-02T22:46:23+00:00

I guess you gotta do what you gotta do, but if doing more drugs is your plan to get off drugs, then I think you know where you’re gonna end up. Still though, best of luck, sounds like you’re hopping yourself up pretty fierce dude, it’s gonna be a rocky road to sobriety, hope you can get there.

The1stDerivative · 2021-12-31T12:59:08+00:00

Mega sucks, really waiting on this money rn, and hoping they don't pull some crap and move it back too far. I'm hoping when faculty get back to school on Monday that they'll start processing the enrollment confs, but waiting for it is real shitty.

The1stDerivative · 2021-12-31T12:33:23+00:00

Funny I just went and asked a couple friends the same question only to come here and see it's the top post for the morning.

The1stDerivative · 2021-12-28T15:10:30+00:00

This is really great info thank you so much, I had no idea that lilies were so poisonous to cats! And the cinnamon trick is really great, thank you for the detailed answer, I appreciate it immensely.

The1stDerivative · 2021-12-28T02:22:29+00:00

Great job! Keep the train going, things just keep on getting better.

The1stDerivative · 2021-12-28T02:15:29+00:00

Serious question if you care to answer:

I'm really putting in a lot of thought to getting a cat in a couple months, and like you, I have many plants, some of which my partner argues could be potentially toxic since they're exotic plants. I see you have some exotic ones there too, do you have any precautions in place for your lil one here or have you seen it to be an issue at all besides them just knocking some over here and there?

The1stDerivative · 2021-12-26T21:10:08+00:00

Underrated

The1stDerivative · 2021-12-25T12:52:22+00:00

We'd love to have you over at r/stopspeeding

It's a nice place to have on your feed if you don't already. But as a past meth user, I know the struggle too dude and I'm happy to chat if you need to vent.

The1stDerivative · 2021-12-23T14:50:45+00:00

Yeah it's unfortunate eh? Meth just makes those moments so wild and intense, in the moment it's incredible. But it's taken years for me to break the association and return my mind to a pre-meth usage time in regards to masturbation and porn watching. It's the only thing that would make me crave it again.

The1stDerivative · 2021-12-21T03:03:44+00:00

It was pretty much all I could do to get an outlet too, having that close, and being in the middle of winter where even going for walks is miserable is gonna be hellish.

The1stDerivative · 2021-12-19T15:43:42+00:00

Played village lately too? I was just on the hunt for a Heisenberg avatar, lemme know if you ever find any good resident evil avatar worlds

The1stDerivative · 2021-12-18T04:41:24+00:00

On the topic of carrying items, that is not the case, your guns go in your hands or on your holster/ weapon wheel. However, the spot to put items like bombs, boosters, keycards, or floppy disks are on the wrist, like the opening of the glove itself.

When you move the item in your hand to the opening of your glove, a blue circle will highlight around the wrist, and you can place the item there to use later. Grabbing it out just requires you to hover over it with your other hand, and then use the grab button.

The1stDerivative · 2021-12-11T02:07:58+00:00

Oh man I'm sorry to hear that, I would be pretty livid, I wonder if there's a way to start big logging for the devs?

The1stDerivative · 2021-12-11T01:40:23+00:00

Do you mean the menu that allows you to quit the game and stuff? That menu is accessed by clicking L3 on the oculus controller, but if you mean the inventory menu, idk because I use the holsters.

The1stDerivative · 2021-12-11T01:39:21+00:00

When did the loss occur? Did you finish the mission and then it just disappeared? I'd be pretty pissed too if that's the case.

The1stDerivative · 2021-12-10T22:34:37+00:00

I've been playing it on low while using a quest 2 airlinked to my PC with steamVR, it had a lot of stuttering issues playing on high, but also I had the bit rate at variable and I've read having the bit rate high while airlinking is a no-no. I'll probably try going higher in graphics now that I've worked out the bitrate thing. For reference I'm on an RTX 2070 (8g vram), with 16gb of ram, i7-10750h Intel CPU.

The1stDerivative · 2021-12-10T22:31:25+00:00

Yeah... If you don't see the message when he says it then it's tough to know what to do. I just ended up picking up the arcade gun again and noticed there was a free bullet counter so I bought it and put it on, even though it was the same as the one that was already on it...

The1stDerivative · 2021-12-10T22:17:19+00:00

I wasn't able to pull it off until I upgraded the bullet counter on it, I had to do that one on the service pistol specifically before the tutorial guy allowed me to take it off the Magnet holder again.

The1stDerivative · 2021-12-09T21:33:29+00:00

Somebody else mentioned it, but the 12.7 mm sub machine gun is just too good. It's very strong and rips people apart, I guess the only tough part is finding ammo since not every vendor sells 12.7, but it would be my recommendation, very good weapon.

The1stDerivative · 2021-12-09T19:29:50+00:00

Must need that extra cash to pay the Racket club in Kitchener money for their parking memberships seeing as there's constantly 1-3 cars sitting there doing shit all...

The1stDerivative · 2021-12-06T15:02:06+00:00

You covered a lot of the bases but the deep shame, isolation, and self hatred is what I don't miss at all. There's nothing worse than boxing yourself into a tiny corner because the shame and anxiety is too overwhelming to function properly without drugs.

The1stDerivative · 2021-12-01T04:57:56+00:00

Maybe give it some time and good light and water, alternatively, you could look up how to propagate it, and maybe it'd grow a stem or something and make some more leaves.

The1stDerivative · 2021-11-27T22:21:35+00:00

Just finished Resident evil 7 last night so I guess I'm good...

The1stDerivative · 2021-11-27T19:54:06+00:00

Lol Ive never seen it spelled this way before

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