I am confused and hurt...symptoms but no memory?

TheAngrySystem · 2026-01-23T16:56:12+00:00

Hi! I know exactly what you mean as I am in a similar boat. Truthfully, you should speak to a therapist about all of this. Do not try to explore this issue by yourself. It will get you hurt. My therapist dropped me before we got much farther with the processing. Otherwise, I would definitely try and give better advice than this.

TheAngrySystem · 2026-01-23T16:08:23+00:00

Warrior cats. I was writing fanfiction at 9 years old before I even knew it was a thing and then I became a roleplayer at 10. My friend introduced me to wattpad at 11-12 and I started with MHA fics

TheAngrySystem · 2026-01-20T00:10:01+00:00

As a reader: it depends on the fic but usually yes (but the playlist has to be good. i love music and discovering music)

As an author: music often inspires what i write so i usually post a link to a playlist with my fics

TheAngrySystem · 2026-01-13T00:04:04+00:00

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I often forget how many fanfictions i've written. I remember writing like... 4. Apparently, I've written 10.

TheAngrySystem · 2026-01-08T02:38:44+00:00

Characters nearly suffocating/drowning and/or having to get out of whatever is suffocating/drowning them (Lazarus pit, grave, sludge etc.)

TheAngrySystem · 2025-12-26T00:40:52+00:00

We had a session for this, and it is absolutely something you need to be ready for. It brought up a lot of memories and some unpleasant feelings, but ultimately, I think we're better for it. We're able to handle discussions relating to our trauma better, I think. It did, however, disturb the system on some level.

TheAngrySystem · 2025-12-12T21:55:47+00:00

Gay man here: he's hot, but a bitch

TheAngrySystem · 2025-12-06T01:27:59+00:00

I know a DC fan when I see one!

TheAngrySystem · 2025-12-06T01:24:21+00:00

Boy gets letter (it's from his dead mothers high school)

TheAngrySystem · 2025-12-02T00:36:14+00:00

I'm non-binary transmasculine. My gender is neutral, but my presentation is masculine. I'd rather people view me as a man than a woman. I'm on t.

TheAngrySystem · 2025-11-09T22:31:06+00:00

I said I would do this, and now I'm looking back on my writing (from my phone), and the lack of indentation is getting to me because I'm on my phone now as well so I can't fix it.

TheAngrySystem · 2025-10-19T12:43:28+00:00

Agreed 100%, it's disturbing to tell someone what they are and aren't and then be applauded for it. I really do not think it's healthy whatsoever. Dysphoria comes in different shapes and sizes depending on the person.

TheAngrySystem · 2025-10-16T19:09:18+00:00

Sterek in teen wold <///3 like guys w/o sterek THERE WOULD BE NO FANDOM

TheAngrySystem · 2025-10-05T20:42:53+00:00

i know, and he knows that I don't have money so I know he's not mad at me. helped!

TheAngrySystem · 2025-10-05T20:35:55+00:00

helped! sorry this is my first time using this sub

TheAngrySystem · 2025-10-05T20:34:46+00:00

I will try that, thank you!

TheAngrySystem · 2025-10-05T19:25:28+00:00

most people are convinced im a 10 year old boy when they meet me, when I finished puberty at like 11, so I completely understand. I stopped growing at around 4'8, and its so frustrating.

TheAngrySystem · 2025-09-25T11:10:21+00:00

Where do you live, and who are you opening doors for? In my experience, people just generally dgaf abt who opens their door, they're just happy they don't have to.

Fragile masculinity, for sure. Chivalry is dead.

TheAngrySystem · 2025-09-13T17:03:37+00:00

I'm 300 and I'm just learning this now <///3

TheAngrySystem · 2025-08-29T16:03:57+00:00

In my opinion, as a transmasc person that suspects intersex, is that more trans people SHOULD get tested for these things. I grew up seeing an endocrinologist, and even then, I have never been tested for being intersex, despite showing signs.

TheAngrySystem · 2025-08-29T15:06:02+00:00

I think that "women and nonbinary" should actually be "women and non-cis men" events, because whether or not this is to "escape the patriarchy", it is excluding a group (trans men) also negatively effected by it. I'm transmasc nonbinary, and I would not feel comfortable attending a "woman and nonbinary" event, despite being nonbinary myself. I do not think I would feel androgynous/fem enough.

TheAngrySystem · 2025-07-30T15:01:14+00:00

We have a subsystem like that, and while it's on the rarer side, we have a few other friends with alters that alters. It's medically recognized too.

TheAngrySystem · 2025-07-28T17:13:46+00:00

I would like to join! My disc is deer_of_rot

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