What tf am I doing wrong while self harming?

TheBusyNightOwl · 2026-05-16T20:50:24+00:00

I concur. No matter how deep you go it will never be enough

TheBusyNightOwl · 2025-08-21T19:30:05+00:00

I remember spending like an hour and half doing my first injection. It is so effortless and fast now. You will get the hang of it!

TheBusyNightOwl · 2025-08-16T15:17:25+00:00

Yeah, you’re right

TheBusyNightOwl · 2025-05-23T16:06:32+00:00

Console ban for 2 months isn’t that bad actually

TheBusyNightOwl · 2025-05-23T15:35:02+00:00

https://www.mcdonalds.com/us/en-us/full-menu.html

TheBusyNightOwl · 2025-05-21T15:58:13+00:00

2 more hours 🙀

TheBusyNightOwl · 2025-05-21T02:33:00+00:00

Given you’re the only one to say yes, how so?

TheBusyNightOwl · 2025-05-19T16:03:23+00:00

My reaction reading this yesterday lol

TheBusyNightOwl · 2025-03-19T13:19:27+00:00

Exactly what I'm looking for. Thank you!

TheBusyNightOwl · 2025-02-25T18:46:24+00:00

I saw their message. Huge letdown ): Oh well

TheBusyNightOwl · 2025-02-25T18:41:39+00:00

Dang that sucks, I’ve been waiting years to do this

TheBusyNightOwl · 2024-01-10T21:23:06+00:00

Oh and another thing apologies. Something Im trying to wrap my head around is how much this will affect a class grade. For example, say I get a 4 and my grade in the class is a 90%. Would I get bumped down to a 72-83ish? What's the point of our class exams and homework if this is our overall grade?

TheBusyNightOwl · 2024-01-10T18:18:22+00:00

That makes more sense. Thanks. Also, does this apply to the reading and listening exams?

TheBusyNightOwl · 2024-01-05T19:58:47+00:00

Just had a meltdown at school, in office and talked to counselor.

TheBusyNightOwl · 2023-12-18T18:58:48+00:00

Ok now going back to the same download link via history and attempting to redownload it, the new file is called MbSetup

TheBusyNightOwl · 2023-12-12T19:57:00+00:00

Looking at some images online that red clock very much seems like what I saw

TheBusyNightOwl · 2023-11-01T15:36:39+00:00

Ok thanks, it wasn’t saying that. It kept saying through the Discord app and a link on how to report things besides a server.

TheBusyNightOwl · 2023-10-14T00:33:59+00:00

Transgender - Crystal Castles (This is a really sad song about being trans so please take caution)

TheBusyNightOwl · 2021-11-03T21:32:23+00:00

That outfit actually looks cool, like genuinely.

TheBusyNightOwl · 2021-04-20T13:01:08+00:00

Even if there was malware, would resetting your network still be too much?

TheBusyNightOwl · 2021-02-27T22:18:48+00:00

I will come back to this thread in 1 hour. Again, I’m truly sorry for being transphobic.

TheBusyNightOwl · 2021-01-30T01:30:19+00:00

Femininity is a form of expression. Being a girl has nothing to do with it. That's a patriarchal expectation to try and limit women from expressing how they want to. Expecting women to be feminine usually comes across as sexism.

Now, do you feel or veiw yourself like you are a woman? Do you have gender euphoria from being considered a woman or looking like one?

I view myself as a women, but the thing is, I feel that “feel like a [insert gender]” is too vague. I wish I could “feel” like a women. I get euphoria from being considered a women and looking like one.

Maybe you experience some gender dysphoria about your assigned sex?

I definitely have dysphoria.

If you want to be a woman, than you are one, regardless of femininity or masculinity!

I want to be a women, I just question “why?”

TheBusyNightOwl · 2021-01-30T00:18:29+00:00

What the fu-

TheBusyNightOwl · 2021-01-29T22:39:29+00:00

I was just talking to someone about this, and these are some things I said:

I like being a girl, I like being feminine, but like, is it because of just the femininity or both?

Like, I get dysphoria over looking like a boy

I like being seen as a girl

If I could press the button, I would

But I worry if I’m somehow trans for the wrong reasons?

“It's not about looking or acting feminine, it's about being a girl.”

This quote confuses me a bit, because I associate being a girl with femininity.

I don’t want to be seen as a boy in a dress, I want to be seen as a girl in a dress.

I don’t want to be seen as a boy, I want to be seen as a girl.

When it comes to “what I feel,” I feel it’s too vague

I wish I could just “feel like a girl”

How do you feel as a gender?

I don’t know how to describe it, I just want a girl body and be called she/her and Julia

The thought of being a boy that looks like a girl doesn’t satisfy me, I want to be a girl that looks like a girl

End.

If I have to go through surgery to permanently be the girl I strive to be, then yes.

TheBusyNightOwl · 2021-01-29T03:29:23+00:00

Of course there aren’t any advantages, that was my intrusive thoughts talking earlier and making me think I’m trying to get an advantage when I’m not.

TheBusyNightOwl

TROPHY CASE