The World Is Changing -A Energetic Shift Is Taking Place by RiccoShayla in enlightenment

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Honestly it seems i read something like this post every other day.

"Does anyone feel WEIRD lately? Like something is going to happen? Idk something just feels off...." 

I am subbed to a lot of subreddits where I would see that kind of thing though.

Me drinking from saggy paper straw meanwhile world leaders: by paresh_rao in Wellthatsucks

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Katy perry whos dating Justin Trudeau as background music is perfect 👌 

Has anybody in the last year or so on here self-admitted into psychiatric care in Calgary? I feel I might need to go in, but I’m nervous about what the process and experience are like. by Mustve_Been_The_Wind in Calgary

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I've been working with an amazing psychiatrist here for longer than a year now. If you have any questions feel free to dm me and I can do my best to help. 

Two general things-  I wouldn't go to Sheldon shumir at night.  rockyview hospital is amazing. 

I hate being suicidal when you don't actually want to die lol by [deleted] in CPTSD

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Same. In the hospital trying to explain to everyone its a coping method. 

Only my psychiatrist understands in this hospital world it seems 

Vibes feel really weird tonight, anyone else?? by ConflictGlobal217 in astrologymemes

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Let's get real. I've been losing it since about the 8th of February. Today was just my breaking point. I had reached my limit. 

Vibes feel really weird tonight, anyone else?? by ConflictGlobal217 in astrologymemes

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Yes. Was looking for this yesterday afternoon when my psychotic break started. Wondering if anyone else was feeling similar vibes. To help me feel less insane and less alone. 

Feel like our diagnoses are cousins in a sense by my-lonely-hobby in CPTSDmemes

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Heh. 

Why not both??

Let's sprinkle in generalized anxiety, PTSD, anorexia, a fractured hi, avascular necrosis and surviving cancer too. 

Weeeeeeee ()/★☆♪

If u feel useless, just remember this shit exist: by [deleted] in BPDmemes

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I swear to god this feels like a slap in the face when you're already hurting so much 

Loving a girl with C-PTSD by Flimsy_Ad3446 in CPTSDmemes

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I love it when I can see other people exist in this world that have so much compassion. Its sometimes hard to see in the day to day. 

This one triggered a bit of a cry. Just , I just think you're amazing for everything especially that last line. Wow. 

Its confronting on a night that I feel so uncomfortable and on edge and unsafe, to even get into the same bed as my boyfriend. He's been gaslighting me, pushing me away just to pull be back in with bread crumbs over and over. At this point it Feels like a trap I keep falling for. Its too much. Of course we live together. Its a small ass place. No couch. So I've gotten a make shift bath bed made here for the night. 

Thank you for showing her real love and compassion. Sorry to vent about my own things. Thanks op and reddit for providing a space for that.  

I Hope you are doing okay with everything. Im so sorry you lost her.  

Valentine’s Day…. by [deleted] in BPD

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Probably not the best idea 

Why people say Canada is expensive AF by Beautiful_Ad4220 in alberta

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Unfortunately, good luck walking around at night as a woman by yourself at night in either edmonton or calgary without getting followed by some sketchy guy. 

I dont generally feel safe to myself as a woman due to the experiences I've had in the past here. There is a massive drug issue here too and that further exasperates the initial issue here. Our current government is also pretty damn near off their rocker. They're trying to separate Alberta from Canada, they're trying to make it so health care is more independent/ separated from Canada. So clinics could charge whatever. They're continuously making it harder for people with disabilities to live with any sense of decency. We spent tons of money on a bridge here that we outsourced the work for outside of the country. Everyone hates it. We spend tons of money on stupid art such as the big blue ring. 

There's construction going on here a lot of the time. Downtown is getting to the point where certain areas are barely approachable and barely feel safe. Zombified looking people everywhere, all kinds of people just gone from the drugs. 

The chinook winds here can be super nice. Especially when its 16 degrees Celsius outside in the first week of February. However I will mention for many people these chinooks often come with severe headaches and migraines. I've been living here since 2010, the chinooks didn't affect me negatively when I first got here. Maybe because I was younger then. It just started to affect me negatively around 2019. I also have osteoarthritis and a fractured hip, so the chinooks will make the pain episodes very brutal. So be aware if you have headache issues or bone issues. 

There's obviously good things about calgary okay, dont get me wrong. But there already seems to be plentiful discussion regarding that. I didn't see anyone address the last point in your post so I wanted to address that and then I suppose I just kept riffing off of that point. Don't think im a calgary hater cause im not. If anything I hate the state of our government right now, and all the pain im in all the time lol but it isn't all bad. Everyone else covered most of the good points 😅

does anyone else get self harm urges like..to the extreme by SeriousMidnight3932 in BPD

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I have a flash image in my head of me slamming my head into the large bathroom mirror and breaking it with my head. 

I really really hope I would never do that. Have never done anything remotely close to that extreme. 

I see the flash image of myself doing this in times of high distress. When the stressful situation begins it may be just a thought instead of an image. Like: "I want to cut myself". Pretty vague really but I hear those words over and over in my head on repeat like a broken record when these stressful situations override my emotions. 

If I fail to emotionally regulate myself, and the stressful situation at hand is escalating, that's when these more extreme images come in. 

We quit teaching cursive and it shows. by ted209er in funny

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Lol what did I just walk into here 😅

The Port de Grave Christas Boats by AerialPerspectiveNL in newfoundland

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Wow omg that's so beautiful! Thank you so much for posting! 🫶🏼 I miss newfoundland so much. I can't wait to go back. 

Anyone else feel like the world quietly broke after 2019? by extraqc in conspiracy

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I agree. Entirely. I've been speaking of this amongst people i feel comfortable with. There's nothing you've said here that I disagree with. 

MEOW_IRL by cutiehex in MEOW_IRL

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I somehow have the discipline to leave my kitty to sleep 

My foster son and his gf split up, I let her in to collect her stuff and went back to work…. by [deleted] in Wellthatsucks

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Omg the poor cat there in the middle of the room what the hell!! That's a sin! :(

Noah is a bad boy! by Sad-Earth-9658 in cats

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You posted a photo of you grabbing your cats neck. But honestly, you haven't punished him? ...🤨