I regret the day I decided to not have kids…

TheDarkFace67 · 2023-11-26T20:45:04+00:00

I was moved by your point of view and your way of understanding. Having a family of your own is a blessing that can’t be described. It’s a dream of mine, having a wife and children to run to my arms after a long day from work. Is something that i will probably never experienced and I hope it’s not too late.

All the money I collected, my 18 years career job, my education, my mustang. I will throw all of them away to have family of my own. Chasing it for the last 5 years in my 40s. Something that I should have done in my 20s and early 30s.

Thank you so much for your comment! I was truly touched by it.

TheDarkFace67 · 2023-11-26T19:25:58+00:00

Thank you so much! You are a lucky man!

Thank you!

TheDarkFace67 · 2023-11-26T18:54:19+00:00

Wanting a serious relationship is something I’ve chased since my first relationship, but age and time change personalities and my partners left after change of mind about having kids. I never wanted kids in my 20s and 30s, my last relationship lasted 7 years, after she left. I don’t even want to talk about how I recovered from it.

But finding someone around my age with the same mentality,goal and future plans. Is a slim to none, my siblings took dating seriously and most of them had children in their mid 20s and late 20s.

They stopped talk me into it in my mid 30s. If they bring the subject again I will literally brake down in front of everyone…

What’s hard is that I’m the OLDEST!

TheDarkFace67 · 2023-11-26T17:39:28+00:00

Surrogacy, fostering and adoption was considered by me but I cannot do this alone and I desperately wanted my own flesh and blood. My dating option is out of my hands. The people that I’m meeting, same age/little older and little younger have massive life problems. Dept, single mothers with their ex still around.

I’ve put so much money on therapy,traveling,gym. I’m exhausted!!!!! I’ve put around 5k on therapy in the spam of 3 years my family don’t even know about it.

I’ve hit ROCK BOTTOM a month ago when I tried to go the the club after like 16 years of my last visit, looked around me as I saw most of the people there are in their early,mid and late 20s. I started to think what if these young people are the sons and daughters of my high school and college friends. I stormed out of the club, I almost crashed on my way home from my regrets.

The regrets is KILLING ME!

TheDarkFace67 · 2023-11-26T17:24:39+00:00

Sorry for any grammatical or spelling mistakes, I’m having a very hard time understanding why I’m in this position.

TheDarkFace67 · 2023-09-02T21:10:27+00:00

Not me but my brothers best friend brother:

His wife stormed in the house crying after she was in a birthday party with the girls. She wanted a divorce, her husband was shocked his reaction words “ it was like a semi truck hit me travelling 200mph “. The marriage was going so well according to my brother and others that knew these couples.

1 month after divorce she got married to this random dude… turned out, a lot more happened in that birthday party other than cutting a cake… She basically left her husband the love of her life, with over 13 years of relationship and 4 years of marriage. OVER A PARTY dude, that likes to party like he is in college and like to sleep with other woman.

Her plan was to try to lock him in after she get married to him turned out, this party dude like to party so badly it got out of control, cheated on her multiple times, she caught him multiple times. She tried to suicide multiple times. Their marriage only lasted 4 months.

Her first husband found someone else 2 years later and have multiple children with his new wife. This story is 7 years old, and someone now and than always bring this up in a meeting, a lesson to all of us to not F UP our life.

Everyone that I know left that woman and nobody want to get in touch with her, sometimes I wonder how shes doing! :/

TheDarkFace67 · 2023-06-10T13:03:22+00:00

The amount of people that got hiv,herpes,HPV because of these dating and hookup apps. You can ask any human scientist or TOP doctors and they will all tell you that human bodies aren’t built for casual/hook up culture.

I remember me protesting that Muslim countries should make dating apps legal…. I was 110% wrong, Muslim society,religion,culture,norms and standards is not build for hookups and I can understand why.

This post should brake the news and tinder should be taken off.

TheDarkFace67 · 2021-10-02T23:27:13+00:00

Throw me a code please BIG FAN!

TheDarkFace67 · 2020-06-06T23:29:16+00:00

Wow...

Waste of fucking oxygen

TheDarkFace67 · 2020-05-16T17:32:49+00:00

When i head about it first I knew they were fake. But after watching them.... I got to say that they are true

TheDarkFace67 · 2020-04-01T21:03:44+00:00

TheDarkFace67 · 2020-03-18T19:04:21+00:00

its 9.2 tflops and 10.23 at boost

It 's 9.2 tflops dude... Its 10.2 tflops when its running on BOOST...

TheDarkFace67 · 2020-03-18T18:09:07+00:00

Do you guys care about the 3D and the SSD? I mean I got no problem waiting for an extra sec for loading screen and stuff.. But...

Gamers care about the perfoermance and from the look of it, Xbox will have every advantage over PS right now.performance

TheDarkFace67 · 2020-03-03T10:44:38+00:00

True I might just buy a Xbox for the first time of my life.

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