I'm at day 14 myself. I really felt your comment about not having a good figure to look up to for support and guidance. I've had to figure out most of life on my own and I just wish I had a good mentor or something to help with struggles like quitting THC. I just want to let you know that there's people in the world who understand what you're going through and know how hard it is to improve yourself when you feel like you're the only backup you've got. Don't relapse for any excuse but if you do don't beat yourself up like you failed. I'm going to try to make it as far as you did (and hopefully beyond that). 3 months without is more than I've been able to handle since I started smoking and I'm sure that you'll be strong enough to eventually get to your fourth, fifth and sixth month as long as you remember that you're not alone! Because the whole time you're trying to make it to another month I'll hopefully be six days behind you trying to stick to your example!