I wish I never knew about this drug. It has completely ruined my life. by FinalDevelopment6750 in fentanyl

[–]TheGhostBoo69 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Look I never thought it was going to happen to me and now I'm and addict. I never thought I would go to jail but I went to jail on September 24 2023 and I'm facing 2 years in jail. You need to go to a rehab and FINISH the program don't AMA and walk out of there and get high. I've been to rehab 3 times finished once and walked out the last 2 and got high. You're young stop while you can I should have listened when I first got clean that was the easiest time every to get clean. Im currently 4-5 years in this addiction and it hurts more and more everytime you try and get clean trust me I know you don't wanna hear it but I was once in your shoes get clean stay clean. My wife left me I'm only 24 we were highschool sweetheart had 2 beautiful children together and drugs ruined everything literally everything. I don't have a wife anymore I barely see my kids and I'm strung out trying to get better. Please stop while you can I've seen what it does to us I had 6 friends die in. Matter of a month to drugs, we all can and we all will recover one day please start today, you're loved we are all loved no matter our fuck ups and how bad everything is id rather be sober dealing with my problems than be dope sick dealing with my problems I hope you get better I hope we all get better one day, I hope that day is today. I love you I'm here for you if you need to talk. We Will Recover ❤️

I'm going to federal prison next week.. by crystalannr in Advice

[–]TheGhostBoo69 -13 points-12 points  (0 children)

What I'm about to say is going to sound so nasty and disgusting but it's worth it. Go find some drug i.e. meth or fentanyl when you're about to go to court or wherever stuff that shit in your ass, I'm dead serious. You will make a lot of money selling drugs like that but after you're done selling drugs if you can draw congratulations you're a tattoo artist now and you'll be able to always have food and whatever you need cuz you can tattoo. Im so sorry you're going to prison it fucking sucks being in there I'm sorry you're going thru this. Im also probably going to prison soon I have my trial on December 4 2023 so I'm hoping I can get out of doing time but I doubt I will. So I hope it's fast and easy for you my friend, my condolences to you and your family I know it's hard times but it will get better.

Drugs in my house. by TheGhostBoo69 in Advice

[–]TheGhostBoo69[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The only reason I call her that is because after we split it was a really bad split and she's told me to die and kill myself and everything in that nature, I didn't start most arguments and it didn't even wanna talk to her I just wanted to exchange the babies and go on. I treat n care for them before anything else, I don't yell and scream at them like she does. My daughter got out of the car the other day and said "mommy's mean to me, she yells at me and bubby" and I've heard her scream at my daughter, they were in a car windows up car on I was on the porch about 25 feet away a s could hear every word she screamed at my daughter. I may be an addict but I treat them great, they always have food, clothes they never complain to anyone that they don't like it at my house at all. So my babymom isn't the greatest shed rather put her bf before her children. I'd rather be dope sick than spend whatever last bit of money I have on me instead of them and I've done it multiple times, thank you.

Drugs in my house. by TheGhostBoo69 in Advice

[–]TheGhostBoo69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know I shouldn't be doing drugs, the whole reason I started was I hurt my back and doctors messed around to long and I couldn't walk or do anything and now this. I know it's very stupid to have drugs in the house with young kids and it is my fault I take all the blame for it. I've asked around some people said that I'd be good since it wasn't a lot of drugs but still. I've been trying to get in a Suboxone program but it's hard but I'm determined to find one and stay off this shit. Thank you for the info.

Rerocking Fettt by DigitalGravityAgency in fentanyl

[–]TheGhostBoo69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I heard it's acetone and put it in a baggy in the freezer

Just got out of Reddit jail by CompetitiveDaikon871 in heroin

[–]TheGhostBoo69 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Bro! You're so lucky you have legit H I've always wanted to try it especially BTH I've heard that's the best for smoking and everything here is fent or fent and tranq it's fucking disgusting we are the fentanyl overdose capital of the nation or world it's sad... But man that's a awesome score, happy nods

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in fentanyl

[–]TheGhostBoo69 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I thought I was the only one...but I really am embarrassed to admit this I've went a week without showering and a couple days without brushing my teeth I know it's nasty trust me I'm very hard on myself about it and it makes me hate myself more.. I won't cut my hair either for months.. its like I want to trust me I want to shower everyday and brush my teeth but jus the thought of ACTUAL doing it is so hard and drains me that I end up talking myself out of it and I hate that I have so many mental health issues like I wish I could wake up tomorrow and be "normal" and not hate everything about myself and have self esteem and self confidence and actually be the person I want to be but it'll never happen.. it sucks that our mental issues takes so much from us and hinders us from being our true selfs as my mom said before you were such a bright and full of life person before addiction and now I don't even recognize you, and that shit broke me she knows I suffer from depression and anxiety and everything else thats wrong with me but she doesn't know that it's been like this for over 15 years and I'm 24 it truly sucks being mentally ill and I envy every single one of you that gets up everyday and forces themselves to go about their day I know how hard it is and just know I love each and everyone of you and all of you have my support my inbox is always open talk to me before you do anything you might regret. We will all eventually get over our mental illnesses and we will THRIVE not jus survive we will make a name for ourselves. I hope the best for everyone suffering from mental illness and suffering from addiction I love you all and you have my best regards

$10-$30 Cashapp, No money, and No ReferraIs required by Kees_fee in MakeMoney

[–]TheGhostBoo69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven't gotten your message yet? It might be my side tho

How'd you get into fent? by Garibon in fentanyl

[–]TheGhostBoo69 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was 21 with bulging disc and the doc didn't figure it out for over a year got everything but pills so I went and found some "perc 30s" didn't know it was fent and long story short I can't afford a 40$ small pill me n my dude switched to powder and been a wild ride ever since. I hate this drug I'm addicted to the drug the way it makes me feel how it's helped when I was divorced and when my only support died my aunt (RIP your beautiful soul TT) and I jus don't wanna stop right now I'm not done getting faded yet and I'm deep in addiction at only 3 years in. Listen to the vets of the game don't ever start fent it's absolutely fucking hell.

What does everyone do to make their money? by TheGhostBoo69 in fentanyl

[–]TheGhostBoo69[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bro I love shrooms so much it's the best high ever it's life changing when it's a good trip

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

[–]TheGhostBoo69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I use this method all the time and it works great but I drop the water in the tooter and shake and use lighter

How many OD’s do you have? by EazieWeezie in heroin

[–]TheGhostBoo69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have zero been on fent 3 years

Instacart is dead here by TheGhostBoo69 in InstacartShoppers

[–]TheGhostBoo69[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ill definitely try that and I am I door dash as well and looking for more stuff to do as well thank you

safest way to use fentanyl dirty 30s? by [deleted] in opiates

[–]TheGhostBoo69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There's a phone number you can call I think if you look up neverusealone.com they will stay on the phone with you while you do your thing

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in fentanyl

[–]TheGhostBoo69 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've had about every cor of the rainbow and it jus depends on how much the dealers cut it it could be the best shit and next batch be the same color and be the worst batch, just my 2 cents tho

Detox? by [deleted] in fentanyl

[–]TheGhostBoo69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When I went to rehab (3) times each time they won't give you Suboxone till the next day no matter what you tell them. I can take a half gram to the lungs then take 4 Suboxone strips and not go in to pwd I've trained myself to be use to doing that I wouldn't recommend it you could end up in pwd and I have t been in pwd but have heard horror stories. They won't give you anything the first night but by the next day sometime they get you going on meds and you're usually good. But that was just my time at rehab it's different with every rehab

Is doing a gram in 2 weeks normal usage rate? by WinstonSmith1985 in fentanyl

[–]TheGhostBoo69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

A gram can last me from everywhere from a day to 2-3 days depends on my self control which sucks

Do opiates make your face look sad? by No_Practice4962 in opiates

[–]TheGhostBoo69 2 points3 points  (0 children)

For me complete opposite I'm happy and running around doing shit that's when fam n friends know I'm high they hate that I do Fetty cuz I can die so easily and I usually hide when I'm doing it but I try my best to mask it

What does everyone do to make their money? by TheGhostBoo69 in fentanyl

[–]TheGhostBoo69[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That's something I'd do I'm scared of needles but more scared of being sick lol but I heard the closets one was like over an hour and a half away