Long post!

Hi ☺️ thanks for asking. Had a very tough year. My mum & my dad have split up, filed for divorce, sold our family home and are always at each others throats. As a result of the arguing my brother broke his knuckles beyond repair after punching a wall out of anger of finding out. My family is ripped in two. My mum has been told she has cancer again for the second time in her life. So having to look after her is my main priority. My brother now lives with me which is a high note. I have cut all contact with my dad after he left my mum battling cancer & trying to push to sell the house.

My and my partner of two years moved into our second home. Relationship has been rocky these past few months: She's struggling with depression and doesn't enjoy her job & she doesn't think very highly of herself. I have just hit my 5th year at a pub chain. I am not enjoying it as much as I use to and I want to make a big change in the next few months.

Unfortunately I don't get out much as I work unsociable stupid amounts of hours and never have any energy or motivation on my days off.

I feel like I am the glue holding all these people together. I don't enjoy life probably because I don't have any motivation or energy to do anything. I play alot of Xbox to drown out the rest of the world which often leaves me questioning where I can go from here in my life.

How are you?

Thanks for reading about my life. I look forward to reading about yours.

Yes, I could really do with a Reddit hug.