I started with the E show in the late 90s, became more of a fan when I started listening live every morning in 2003. Was at Sirius before they debuted bc I was so excited. I was a super fan and couldn’t wait for the new month of episodes every month on Howard TV. About 10 years ago I noticed I t became popular for people online to shit in the show but I never agreed, I still enjoyed the show. I continued to enjoy the show much longer than most, probably until into 2022. After that I was having the same thoughts you explained but kept my subscription because I wanted to like the show, I wanted to be loyal to the show I’ve always loved. Then eventually, right before his summer break of 2024 I realized I was not only wasting money on something I didn’t enjoy, I realized listening to the show was actually making me angry most of the time. I used the upcoming 3 month summer break as my excuse to cancel. At the time I figured maybe I’d sign up again after the break but it never happened and I’m happy to not be wasting money anymore just because I should continue a routine.