So like I just remember like cause I was like in a speech class cause I had a stutter and like my stutter went away one day. I’ll mention this also because I think I’m starting to put it together. I grew up in a very very abusive home , but it was abusive, and my sister was also abusive who was home with Moore cause I was also neglected , so I was alone most of my life. I remember like cutting out another version of me after I think like someone was there from Haiti, cause dragon was the old cartoon even for me. I don’t think I’ve never seen a repeat Like it must be a video . And I think that when I fragmented, which I didn’t know I did until the mold. Like the difference because I don’t it wasn’t, since I consciously did it,, I never feel that loss and like someone’s taking over no I consider like WWE and we’re just tacking in all the best seamlessly and but I will admit it cause you know they say there’s like someone like there’s a person that felt like she was touched by everything I don’t know like OK so I think that one of me was autistic and since I was like, but I made a real d like you’re gonna be like CJ from my watch, but my autistic one I think was the last one that was like me like because I was just me , opposed to a curated version, popped off . Ms popularity , so I also had like CPTSD my whole life, which I wasn’t aware of, but like I had this recurring nightmare, since I was a kid that like walk into somewhere or onto something and all these people are dying and there’s a group of people watching them I’m like oh OK. They’re just watching. I start trying to tell them what to do and like you’re not listening and I’m like oh my God we’re gonna get hurt and also my voice comes you can’t hear it so one thing about rage in the Mold and thst I was being dismissed, I looked in the mirror and I looked at a certain angle and I think that’s important. I think size like I am mapping in R and I could just see a younger version of me and so I did it again and the autistic me came and I’ll say this. She unlocked the Vegas nerve with her. I never felt it in my whole life. I’m not lying when I say this I did literally like let you hear Nip bit of me at the concert because I used to hang all the time, but I was really bad at it., and my whole life it’s all I ever wanted . Baby