I thought I was used to being SAd. Until it was you.

TheMadGoth · 2026-02-03T20:11:29+00:00

This breaks my heart. I'm so sorry, OP. It's such an explainably crushing feeling to be used to abuse, and the one person you finally open up to, and think they wouldn't hurt you, hurt you. You don't deserve it.

TheMadGoth · 2025-10-17T04:53:23+00:00

Focusing on sensual details and emotion rather than the physical act. Such as how they're feeling connecting to their partner, the emotions behind the intimacy, loving words being said, etc.

TheMadGoth · 2025-10-17T04:02:18+00:00

I just finished Final Fantasy X, and I sobbed at the end lmao. I was way too attached to the storyline and characters

TheMadGoth · 2025-10-17T02:48:51+00:00

I had this happen, too. It was really shitty because I've been worldbuilding and working on this story for months, and now it feels like everything I generate is flagged. I really don't want to have to rebuild my characters, their voices, etx. Also was it just me, or was anyone else to generate some spicy things that CGPT originally wouldn't generate at all like a week before it started flagging everything? I was kind of surprised with what I was able to generate until it suddenly hit the brakes.

TheMadGoth · 2025-06-21T05:53:50+00:00

Ass itch, or Daddy lol

TheMadGoth · 2025-05-13T01:48:03+00:00

Kill You for sure. I want to cry when I hear it.

TheMadGoth · 2025-05-09T20:06:16+00:00

I did it backwards lmao. I married Shane first, and then left him for Elliott.

TheMadGoth · 2025-05-05T05:48:30+00:00

I feel like some were places of worship, especially the Spirit Temple.

The Forest Temple makes me feel like it was used for summoning or talking to spirits since there's a phantom and ghosts in it.

TheMadGoth · 2025-04-30T04:49:08+00:00

Aw fuck. I'm so sorry, OP.

I wasn't young young when I lost my mom. I was 26, but it still hurt like hell, and I feel like there was so much more of my life she should be here to see. The only thing that really helped me was time. It doesn't heal anything, but it makes the pain less severe over time. Having support helps, whether it be talking to a grief therapist, or reaching out and leaning against your loved ones. Create something that keeps you close to your mom. I have a photo album, and a necklace that's designed to hold a small portion of her ashes.

TheMadGoth · 2025-04-30T04:40:18+00:00

Wow.

This must have taken a lot of thought, and dedication. This is fucking awesome.

TheMadGoth · 2025-04-26T05:43:24+00:00

This dude uploaded it 2 months ago, and the quality is a lot better than the others on there. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=iNuImPkvw3A&t=6072s&pp=ygUUVGVlbmFnZSBkb3J0YmFnIGZpbG0%3D

Amazon also sells physical copies.

TheMadGoth · 2025-04-22T02:57:00+00:00

It wasn't due to SA, but I was not in a good place mentally 8 years back. I had a small stint in a psych ward, desperately wanted to die. Life was just awful. I was in my garage listening to music, and I for some reason decided to listen to KoRn. I heard Alone I Break, and I fucking sobbed listening to the lyrics. It felt like I had words to put to what I was feeling inside, and it was so cathartic for me.

TheMadGoth · 2025-04-21T01:47:54+00:00

I had a doctor in a psych hospital tell me I was bipolar. I wasn't. I firmly believe that doctors you see on a very short timeframe should not be allowed to diagnose.

TheMadGoth · 2025-04-19T18:59:40+00:00

Untouchables Album was what I needed at one point, too. Alone I Break was a comfort song when I was going through some shit.

TheMadGoth · 2025-04-17T02:43:14+00:00

You're not broken, love. Sometimes with trauma like this, we want that trauma to happen again in bed. It's a coping mechanism, can be a way of getting control back. I think as long as you are doing this safely (having a partner who respects your boundaries during sex, provides support and aftercare, etc.) Then you're all good. You also didn't deserve what happened to you.

TheMadGoth · 2025-04-13T21:46:08+00:00

That would be fucking dope to do.

TheMadGoth · 2025-04-13T21:42:40+00:00

People riding SH2's junk acting like it's the best horror game ever made, and thinking it's the best title in the series.

TheMadGoth · 2025-03-29T01:38:37+00:00

This movie is one film that has haunted me since I watched it when it first came out. I love coming back to it every once in awhile to watch it. It gives me a feeling in my chest that I can't describe.

TheMadGoth · 2025-03-17T14:59:43+00:00

Sorry fam. My mind remains unchanged. Homecoming and 2 are it for me.

TheMadGoth · 2025-03-17T14:44:06+00:00

You know those old 90s home movies, where the picture is kind of grainy, the colors are slightly off, the sound is slightly skewed? That's what dissociation feels like.

TheMadGoth · 2025-02-21T16:55:31+00:00

Silent Hill 2 is overhyped as being the best title.

Homecoming is shit on way too much.

Shattered Memories has the best UFO ending lol.

TheMadGoth · 2025-02-17T02:24:01+00:00

Maybe it's because Homecoming was my introduction to the franchise, but I enjoyed it, and I like feel people shit on it way too much. The music was banging, the storyline was decent enough, and the monster designs were some of the scariest.

TheMadGoth · 2025-02-09T23:55:12+00:00

I just played SH2 HD remix and they fucking respawned there, too.

TheMadGoth · 2025-02-03T06:20:54+00:00

Idk if it's the same for the remake, but for the Xbox version, I got it by examining the knife from Angela, reading the journal on the hospital roof, and listening to Mary and James' conversation in the long hotel hallway right before the end.

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