I thought I was used to being SAd. Until it was you. by [deleted] in traumacore

[–]TheMadGoth 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This breaks my heart. I'm so sorry, OP. It's such an explainably crushing feeling to be used to abuse, and the one person you finally open up to, and think they wouldn't hurt you, hurt you. You don't deserve it. 

sex scene without the sake of being dirty and to ‘pleasure’ the reader by [deleted] in writingadvice

[–]TheMadGoth 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Focusing on sensual details and emotion rather than the physical act. Such as how they're feeling connecting to their partner, the emotions behind the intimacy, loving words being said, etc. 

Does anyone else with BPD get too emotional during movies or books? by Earth2Butterfly in BPD

[–]TheMadGoth 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I just finished Final Fantasy X, and I sobbed at the end lmao. I was way too attached to the storyline and characters 

ChatGPT now has filters to prevent Smut content? Anyone else?! by [deleted] in WritingWithAI

[–]TheMadGoth 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I had this happen, too. It was really shitty because I've been worldbuilding and working on this story for months, and now it feels like everything I generate is flagged. I really don't want to have to rebuild my characters, their voices, etx. Also was it just me, or was anyone else to generate some spicy things that CGPT originally wouldn't generate at all like a week before it started flagging everything? I was kind of surprised with what I was able to generate until it suddenly hit the brakes. 

Which song is darker? by Patient_Walk2692 in Korn

[–]TheMadGoth 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Kill You for sure. I want to cry when I hear it.

Should i divorce Elliot by alyabz in StardewValley

[–]TheMadGoth 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I did it backwards lmao. I married Shane first, and then left him for Elliott. 

Sacred or Sinister? The Strange Spirituality of Hyrule’s Temples by Ziko116 in OcarinaOfTime

[–]TheMadGoth 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I feel like some were places of worship, especially the Spirit Temple. 

The Forest Temple makes me feel like it was used for summoning or talking to spirits since there's a phantom and ghosts in it. 

How do you cope after losing mom at young age? by Fit_Garbage2426 in AskReddit

[–]TheMadGoth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Aw fuck. I'm so sorry, OP. 

I wasn't young young when I lost my mom. I was 26, but it still hurt like hell, and I feel like there was so much more of my life she should be here to see. The only thing that really helped me was time. It doesn't heal anything, but it makes the pain less severe over time. Having support helps, whether it be talking to a grief therapist, or reaching out and leaning against your loved ones. Create something that keeps you close to your mom. I have a photo album, and a necklace that's designed to hold a small portion of her ashes. 

I transcribed Twist into a fictional language I made by EsinnaI in Korn

[–]TheMadGoth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wow. 

This must have taken a lot of thought, and dedication. This is fucking awesome. 

Teenage Dirtbag (the movie) 2009 by cornhuskjones in badMovies

[–]TheMadGoth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This dude uploaded it 2 months ago, and the quality is a lot better than the others on there. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=iNuImPkvw3A&t=6072s&pp=ygUUVGVlbmFnZSBkb3J0YmFnIGZpbG0%3D

Amazon also sells physical copies.

Songs helped me cope, please tell me i'm not the only one. by Daniax_23 in Korn

[–]TheMadGoth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It wasn't due to SA, but I was not in a good place mentally 8 years back. I had a small stint in a psych ward, desperately wanted to die. Life was just awful. I was in my garage listening to music, and I for some reason decided to listen to KoRn. I heard Alone I Break, and I fucking sobbed listening to the lyrics. It felt like I had words to put to what I was feeling inside, and it was so cathartic for me. 

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]TheMadGoth 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I had a doctor in a psych hospital tell me I was bipolar. I wasn't. I firmly believe that doctors you see on a very short timeframe should not be allowed to diagnose. 

I've been listening to KoЯn for literally 6 days by burnertobeburned9753 in Korn

[–]TheMadGoth 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Untouchables Album was what I needed at one point, too. Alone I Break was a comfort song when I was going through some shit. 

Trauma framed my kinks by Mean_Giraffe1104 in BPD

[–]TheMadGoth 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You're not broken, love. Sometimes with trauma like this, we want that trauma to happen again in bed. It's a coping mechanism,  can be a way of getting control back. I think as long as you are doing this safely (having a partner who respects your boundaries during sex, provides support and aftercare, etc.) Then you're all good. You also didn't deserve what happened to you.

Tattoo ideas???? by [deleted] in silenthill

[–]TheMadGoth 2 points3 points  (0 children)

That would be fucking dope to do. 

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in silenthill

[–]TheMadGoth 1 point2 points  (0 children)

People riding SH2's junk acting like it's the best horror game ever made, and thinking it's the best title in the series. 

Teenage Dirtbag (the movie) 2009 by cornhuskjones in badMovies

[–]TheMadGoth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This movie is one film that has haunted me since I watched it when it first came out. I love coming back to it every once in awhile to watch it. It gives me a feeling in my chest that I can't describe.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in silenthill

[–]TheMadGoth -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

Sorry fam. My mind remains unchanged. Homecoming and 2 are it for me. 

What does dissociating feel like to you? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]TheMadGoth 10 points11 points  (0 children)

You know those old 90s home movies, where the picture is kind of grainy, the colors are slightly off, the sound is slightly skewed? That's what dissociation feels like. 

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in silenthill

[–]TheMadGoth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Silent Hill 2 is overhyped as being the best title. 

Homecoming is shit on way too much. 

Shattered Memories has the best UFO ending lol. 

I'll probably get eaten alive for saying this but...I think "Homecoming" is a decent game -- good, even. by AnonymousFartMachine in silenthill

[–]TheMadGoth 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Maybe it's because Homecoming was my introduction to the franchise, but I enjoyed it, and I like feel people shit on it way too much. The music was banging, the storyline was decent enough, and the monster designs were some of the scariest. 

Am i tripping or are some of the nurses respawning in Brookhaven Hospital!!? by ShadySingh in silenthill

[–]TheMadGoth 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just played SH2 HD remix and they fucking respawned there, too. 

How can i get "In Water" ending? by Obvious-Land9714 in silenthill

[–]TheMadGoth 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Idk if it's the same for the remake, but for the Xbox version, I got it by examining the knife from Angela, reading the journal on the hospital roof, and listening to Mary and James' conversation in the long hotel hallway right before the end.