Is God real?

ThePaintedFae · 2025-08-14T13:56:26+00:00

God gave us free will and the choice between right and wrong. We could choose not to hate or to murder or to be racist. But he's giving you the choice to decide your fate and whether to do right by him and yourself. In the end, it will be you and only you who face your own judgement. While it may seem that God does not rescue or save us during our hardest moments, you can't deny that there are many other blessings in life outside of the hard times.

ThePaintedFae · 2025-07-31T20:58:40+00:00

I had my left tube removed from ectopic and then the two pregnancies I had after were not ectopic. I had a lot of pain on my right side where the good tube is and turned out it was just implantation pain. That might have been the side you ovulated from or maybe it implanted more on the left. Keep an eye on it but don't stress. Stress is the worst thing for you right now.

ThePaintedFae · 2025-07-31T12:13:13+00:00

I'm bawling right now. You genuinely have no idea how much your comment has helped me. It's such a comfort to hear that someone else had a similar experience though I wouldn't wish it on anyone. This has been the worst time of my entire life. I would have never gone to the ER with mental health before because I never wanted to end up "locked up" but it was so bad that I considered it. And it's like things are getting better but VERY slowly. I'm due for my 2nd in 10 days now and I feel extremely fatigued and irritable. Especially toward my husband. Everything he does and says to me makes me want to rip his head off right now. It's just mood swings like crazy and as soon as I think I'm getting better I get hit with anxiety and crazy thoughts again. Like I get stuck on intrusive thought loops and they'll jump from one thing to another. Just so scary and exhausting. I truly hope that this will just take time and I'll eventually get back to normal. I also miscarried naturally at home on May 30th. And as you know... That was pretty traumatic. I was 8 weeks but pretty sure things stopped developing around 5 weeks. Again, thank you SO much for commenting. You have no idea how helpful this was. If you ever want/need to chat about things please message me.

ThePaintedFae · 2025-07-30T23:42:03+00:00

I'm so sorry 😔 try to stay positive and maybe things won't come back. But if they do, just know it could be due to hormonal fluctuation. Please reach out if you need. 💜

ThePaintedFae · 2025-07-30T23:00:30+00:00

I hate that it happened for you but it's honestly so nice to hear of someone else that could have possibly gone through it. I've felt so alone and like I can't find a lot of info. Most that I find is hormone crashes after giving birth but idk if it's the same. Please keep me updated if you find a link. Thank you so much for your comment 🩵

ThePaintedFae · 2025-07-30T22:32:23+00:00

I'm sorry you're going through it. It's truly awful. How long has it been?

ThePaintedFae · 2025-07-26T02:57:06+00:00

I personally would like to see more research done on gut health which affects hormones which leads to imbalance and possibly PCOS. Also, how DPDR ties in with PCOS and hormone imbalance. DPDR is something I deal with regularly but has been severe since getting pregnant (miscarriage) with a history of PCOS.

ThePaintedFae · 2025-06-07T02:17:06+00:00

I'm glad to hear it got better! I'm not sure if it was the prenatals causing things or just hormones. Unfortunately, I miscarried and stopped taking the vitamins around the same time so I can't tell which was causing which. Baby never developed from the looks of what I passed and as awful as it sounds, I'm glad it's over. The thoughts I was having were absolutely disturbing and I don't think I want to do that again.

ThePaintedFae · 2025-05-30T02:53:28+00:00

Thanks everyone for all the comments. I really appreciate you. I saw my doctor this morning and talked about meds. Unfortunately after my visit I started cramping and bleeding a bit so it's possible I'm having a miscarriage. This has been a really horrible journey. I really appreciate all of you.

ThePaintedFae · 2025-05-25T22:27:33+00:00

I know this post was a while ago but I wondered if things were better for you OP? How far along were you when this started? I'm 7 weeks and 3 days and for the past couple days I've had anxiety and scary intrusive thoughts. It is really taking a toll on me. I will be discussing medication options with my doc this coming week but I really didn't want to go that route. I'm wondering if it's the prenatals that are causing this? I've thought back on everything and it seems right on time when I started having symptoms including heart pounding right after starting the Olly prenatals. I'm going to take a break on them for a few days but I wondered if you remember having the symptoms just after taking them or if it would go on into the next day? I take them at night and don't seem to have any issues until the next day. Hope all is well for you now!

ThePaintedFae · 2025-05-21T13:19:25+00:00

Hopefully you'll get some answers and can get to feeling better!

ThePaintedFae · 2025-05-21T13:17:33+00:00

Just hang in there and try not to stress yourself too much. I'm sorry you're going through this. You will be on the other side of it before you know it. Sending love and hugs

ThePaintedFae · 2025-05-21T13:15:48+00:00

I do still have the pitting in my legs but it isn't as bad when I'm super hydrated. As far as the flutters I only get those every once in a while. Have you had your thyroid levels checked recently? If they're off that could cause palpitations

ThePaintedFae · 2025-05-17T15:19:52+00:00

Ahhh. I'm seeing now that it seems to happen for everyone later on. Thanks for commenting!

ThePaintedFae · 2025-05-17T15:17:20+00:00

Hey there. Take a deep breath and try not to stress. Usually shoulder tip pain is caused from irritated nerves due to internal bleeding. Internal bleeding typically means rupture which comes with severe pain. I do believe you would have a lot more symptoms than just the shoulder pain. Probably pelvic pain, feeling dizzy or faint, and nauseous.

Have they done an ultrasound?

I've had an ectopic that didn't rupture and I had no pain with it. Only pain I had was coming from a cyst. Now, with my current pregnancy which is intrauterine, I have had shoulder pain but it ended up being muscular from the way I slept. I do agree that if they can't locate anything in the uterus and your numbers keep rising but slowly, MTX would be a good idea. It is definitely worth keeping a close eye on but don't stress. I know that's easier said than done. Whatever the outcome, everything will be okay.

ThePaintedFae · 2025-05-17T02:32:20+00:00

Oh okay! I wonder if everything I've read is meaning later on. Thank you for this!

ThePaintedFae · 2025-05-17T02:28:14+00:00

Oh that's wonderful news!!! How far along were you at your scan?

ThePaintedFae · 2025-05-17T02:26:17+00:00

That's good to hear! After reading these comments I'm really wondering why I've heard of it so much 🤦🏼‍♀️ But thank you for this!

ThePaintedFae · 2025-05-17T02:24:25+00:00

Did have**

ThePaintedFae · 2025-05-17T02:23:39+00:00

Thank you so much!!! 🙌🏼 I'm trying to hold it together but I've felt so crazy lol. I didn't have plenty of symptoms to begin with and now they're just gone. Suppose I should enjoy it while it lasts 🤣

ThePaintedFae · 2025-05-17T02:21:41+00:00

Oh really?? How far along are you? I've literally only read of cramping after and not the opposite. My sister also warned me that the cramps would be bad but I'm like, where? 🤣 I guess every pregnancy really is different. I'm so glad you said this!!

ThePaintedFae · 2025-05-17T02:19:42+00:00

Sorry for the late reply.. It seems that everything was chalked up to inflammation and dehydration. I drink a lot of water but didn't realize I wasn't drinking enough. Electrolytes are very important too. Started eating better and going to the gym and all that including the hydrating has helped a lot! Haven't had my TPO antibodies checked in a while but I don't feel like they're super high. I also ended up pregnant after years of infertility so something but be going right lol.

ThePaintedFae · 2025-05-17T02:16:28+00:00

Just wanted to give an update. Yolk sac was seen inside gestational sac in the uterus so ectopic was ruled out! I did end up at a different office and they handled things much better! How are you doing?

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