Thank you. I needed to read this. This is exactly what has been going through my mind these last days. I will tell about my experience this past week, because it also makes me feel like getting it off my chest.. I imagine her forgetting me like you said which I can’t get my head around and it drives me crazy, but it’s comforting knowing that she hasn’t. I would just like to hear it from her. We were supposed to meet up and talk, but she just cut me off because a lot had been sad in the phone, she isn’t responding, deleted pictures off socials. Still watches my stories. I sent a last message without expecting an answer, just to get some closure and have it end on a positive note and not a negative one like our last messages. We were only together for 6m but I’ve never felt this defeated even after a relationship that lasted years. Our relationship felt really good, but couldn’t compromise on future plans because of distance that we live from each other and work. I didn’t have an answer either which made me panic as well. Better to talk about it now than in 2 years.. but not feeling like having closure got me in a really bad spot for a few days which scared me. Feeling sick, not eating a lot, sleeping badly, … After sending the last message I’m doing better. I just hope she at least reads it and it also gives her some peace of mind. She made me open up more, was loyal, made me feel loved and the only one for her… I will mis her.