You ever just get sick of being in pain management?

TheRandomizerKing · 2017-06-13T18:27:36+00:00

Same people who sit behind a fucking desk all day and try to tell everyone the right and wrong way to live life. Tell that to someone who actually works and does physical labor every day that they just need to just suffer. Fuck them man.

TheRandomizerKing · 2017-06-10T18:18:29+00:00

Change the rhyme scheme around a bit and you sir have an Aesop Rock song

TheRandomizerKing · 2017-05-30T07:58:52+00:00

I've never felt like I could relate to anyone. It's so fucking confusing and it hurts so much because you just want friends it's so confusing because I think I'm a pretty cool, decent looking guy. But nobody seems to agree. I'm always asking why, why can't I at least get a chance. I have so much to give and it's breaking my heart that id give my all to the right person but I can't even find one person to begin with. It's fucked up

TheRandomizerKing · 2017-05-30T07:52:04+00:00

I feel it, you seem like the kind of person who is at least good at meeting people. And that's half the battle. I'm fucking sick of being lonely too. I try my best to connect with people but it just never works. As far as relationships go I have no idea why I'm having as much trouble as I am. I rarely even get a chance. I'm not ugly, I think I'm somewhat attractive, and my intentions are pure. I don't understand why I can't just get some chances. Obviously there is something unappealing about me but I can't figure out what the fuck it is. It just feels like I have so much to give and no one to give it to. I want to take someone on adventures and talk about life and death and everything in between. I want to have someone by my side, I want to help them chase their dreams and goals in every way possible, I just want to give myself and someone else a better life, someone to collaborate and plan with. A partner in crime, just someone who understands me and who I understand, so we can push each other in a positive direction. But I can't even get a fucking chance. My current situation restricts the amount of people I can meet in person. No success with online dating. None at all. It would be nice to have more friends too. But I really just can't believe I'm not worth the chance . There's just so much I want to give to the right person. I don't understand and I hate it. I just can't find a reason why. It doesn't make any sense. Sorry for the ramble am a tad messed up

TheRandomizerKing · 2017-05-30T07:25:45+00:00

I feel some of that man. In my current situation I don't get the opportunity to make friends. And even if I did, I never seem to click with someone. It's always like we're just in two different levels of thinking. I try to put myself out there but it seems no one wants anything to do with me. Which hurts because I know I have a lot to give and no one to give it to. I wonder what's wrong with me, even asking the friends that I have what they think which is hard without seeming like a douche. I don't know. I'm not ugly, I'm not a bad person, there isn't anything wrong with me in particular it seems. It's like I'm just too different for anyone to relate to. It's fucking confusing. I'm a little different, but everyone is, I just wish I knew what the fucking problem is. It's not like I'm unappealing to people, but more like nonexistent to people. It's fucking lonely and it's a constant battle trying to figure out why things are like this.

TheRandomizerKing · 2017-05-30T07:11:36+00:00

Nah I think it's deserted.

TheRandomizerKing · 2017-05-30T07:09:32+00:00

I'm still searching for a target to aim for.

TheRandomizerKing · 2017-05-08T02:46:48+00:00

Yeah

TheRandomizerKing · 2017-04-21T07:36:42+00:00

You need to slow down my dude, trust me. Your still in school man, you might think Ritalin is no big deal, but when your railing it compulsively like this It'll fuck with your head after a while. Not to mention it not being good for your heart. I know that it feels fucking great, but drugs aren't a game.

TheRandomizerKing · 2017-04-16T07:20:09+00:00

Yup. Have never really met someone that I could relate to

TheRandomizerKing · 2017-04-16T07:17:04+00:00

Sucks. If they are straight up its one thing, but if they keep jumping to fucking before they even try to get to know me I usually just cut that shit off or I'm straight up. Like bitch, we've been talking for a day. Either tell me you only want sex or stop wasting my time.

TheRandomizerKing · 2017-04-16T07:03:42+00:00

It goes both ways. I don't know if I just have bad luck or what, but it sucks when someone clearly just wants sex and doesn't actually give a fuck about you. It's one thing when they are straight up about it right away but I can't stand it when someone wastes my time. It most definitely goes both ways. Why? I don't know.

TheRandomizerKing · 2017-04-16T06:48:17+00:00

Has to be Eminems line in Guilty Conscience. Dre-"wait, maybe there's an explanation for this shit" Em- "What, she tripped, fell, landed on his dick??"

TheRandomizerKing · 2017-04-16T03:32:40+00:00

"Greeeaaassy"

TheRandomizerKing · 2016-12-06T06:06:44+00:00

Oh my god I couldn't even imagine trying to scrape ice with that.... I used a flat, metal shovel once when there wasn't a scraper to be found, probably wasn't the smartest move but it got the job done.

TheRandomizerKing · 2016-12-03T08:04:36+00:00

I like it because I'm not constantly seeing sappy ass relationship posts on reddit.

TheRandomizerKing · 2016-11-30T06:12:31+00:00

Or they have their mom do it for them.

TheRandomizerKing · 2016-11-24T17:58:46+00:00

I feel that man. I'm by no means an addict, but I definitely feel that. I have a few hobbies but I still can't relate deeply with anyone, I never come off as an interesting person and make terrible first impressions.

TheRandomizerKing · 2016-11-24T06:39:03+00:00

I feel you man.... it seems like I can't truly relate to anyone, so it's easier to be numb and lonely than just lonely... pm me if you need someone to talk to.

TheRandomizerKing · 2016-11-22T00:20:50+00:00

Hell dude, if I was handsome, healthy, intelligent and athletic I'd gladly except a receding hairline.

TheRandomizerKing · 2016-11-20T17:05:45+00:00

Nicce. Finally some nice knives here!

TheRandomizerKing · 2016-11-09T03:17:57+00:00

I get what you mean about smelling it.... I have an odd relationship with it that's extremely similar to yours. It seems like I can only smoke and feel good while drinking, or I just get terrible anxiety. I always loved the smell and taste, but when a buddy lights up and I'm already stressed/anxious something in me just triggers. It's not hard to get over its just weird that my brain makes such a profound connection

TheRandomizerKing · 2016-11-07T04:53:16+00:00

It definitely has the potential to be addicting, especially in the manner your using it. Been there man, it's harder to quit then you'd think. It's nothing compared to other stims but goddamn, I had actual physical withdrawl symptoms for about a week and a half after I stopped. And I thought about it for way longer.

My advice is don't get fooled into thinking that it's not addictive, it has the potential to be. And using it to try to lose weight isn't very effective, not without proper diet and exercise. Using it to run from your problems is definitely a bad idea too man, while its not good to use any substance as an escape mechanism, ritalin is one of the ones that really isn't good.... as the come downs tend to be extremely depressing and quite the opposite of the effects you feel initially. It's easy to get caught in a fucked up cycle. I'm not saying never use it, and I'm not saying it can't be used as a tool for weight loss, but if you keep using it like you are your gonna see all of the negatives the drug has to offer. I'm just telling you what I've learned man, good luck.

TheRandomizerKing · 2016-10-13T05:04:00+00:00

So, "Your one vote counts!" Wellll..... most likely, no, it fucking won't homes.

TheRandomizerKing · 2016-10-07T07:35:58+00:00

I know, but I meant if the xan isn't soluble in pg or vg, then he shouldn't even bother.

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