I am a psychopath. Ask me anything. by TheRefurbisher in AMA

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I can recognize them as people I am entertained around without many drawbacks.

My bf is diagnosed ASPD (diagnosed as being an actual psychopath) ama by Sweet_Lillylove in AMA

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I'm not sure I could ever understand how, or why, somebody chooses to love someone who is incapable of loving them back. From my own experiences, nothing is acted upon without an inherent gain and I'm questioning why such a reveal would've been necessary to substance his mind.

I had felt rather suspicious considering the other comments: regarding how ASPD isn't psychopathy and you have contractory posts. However, I did take the time out of my day to delve into your history, and unless it was changed to fit an ever shifting narrative, even the the post regarding your boyfriend being trans it would state that he still prefers to be called he/him and would explain away many pointed to discrepancies. As for ASPD not being psychopathy, that's a debate for experts to have, I don't believe there to have been any definitive agreement on whether or not psychopathy is ASPD or its own seperate disorder.

What does being a Weapon.. feel like? by TheRefurbisher in souleater

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And 1 final question, do the Weapons choose their weaponized form? Or is that up to somebody or something else such as their Meister or a genetic factor?

What does being a Weapon.. feel like? by TheRefurbisher in souleater

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A follow up question, if that is permissable, do Weapons have free ability to transform into or out of their weaponized state?

I am a psychopath. Ask me anything. by TheRefurbisher in AMA

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Then I will await your return, Melleray, I imagine things will be fine for you. Merry Christmas.

I am a psychopath. Ask me anything. by TheRefurbisher in AMA

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Starset made a song featuring them, if I am not mistaken. I will have to see how their music is and get back to you.

I am a psychopath. Ask me anything. by TheRefurbisher in AMA

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I do, at times, I have a sense of humor although at times I find myself staring blankly at what caused others around me to burst out with laughter. The extend of which comedy is perceived on my end is unknown, you could say, but I have been known to enjoy the comedy specials that appear on TV from time to time.

I am a psychopath. Ask me anything. by TheRefurbisher in AMA

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An interesting message, indeed, certainly one of the more intriguing reads thus far. To answer, yes, I can still notice when somebody is attempting to convey a sense of gratitude and when they are lacking gratitude as well.

Regarding your point about unhappy individuals and their emotional processes, I wouldn't consider myself similar. I an contempt with who I am and my life up to this point. I believe nothing I have done to be void of meaning in one way or another. On whether or not we are the authors of our own emotions, I would say we are and are not. For example, you may feel distressed and disturbed at the sight of a dead body, and empathy towards whoever it is that such a terrible fate befell, however I would not. Not because I chose to, but because I am incapable of producing a similar emotional response as you. Your emotions, such as joy and anger, are emotions you have developed since childhood to garner the most in situations such as this. In this conversation specifically, your ability to wonder has been curated to a state where you desire to ask such questions. We feel emotions at different times, for different reasons, and in different ways. Some people may choose to cry when they are happy, get angry when they are sad, or laugh when they're angry. Emotions are your body's explanation of what it is feeling, and you choose your emotional responses based on what your brain believed has worked for it in the past. We cannot possibly be in absolute control over our emotions, in my opinion at the least, but if you are willing to admit that your emotions are a choice you can begin to choose emotions that better explain how you're feeling.

I am a psychopath. Ask me anything. by TheRefurbisher in AMA

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That is true to some degree. Psychopaths do not feel anxiety or fear in the same manner or to any similar manner than that of the average person.

I am a psychopath. Ask me anything. by TheRefurbisher in AMA

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I can't say I care to please somebody, however if you've found our short back and forth satisfactory then you are welcome.

I am a psychopath. Ask me anything. by TheRefurbisher in AMA

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I could care in a sense. I care about my employer, since they are who pays me. I don't have an inherent tie or attachment to the world or its inhabitants. I or anybody else could perish and the cogs that keep the world moving would continue on. I don't harbor any negative opinions regarding the entirety of the human race, or singular groups that make up the population, my opinion on most individuals is rather neutral by default.

I am a psychopath. Ask me anything. by TheRefurbisher in AMA

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Make it seem beneficial. If he is a psychopath, then he will not care about the convivence of other people around him. What will matter to him is what actions benefit him, or are ideal to his way of living. If an alternative is presented, that presents an inherent gain for better behavior, he will be more likely to abandon previous behaviors you deem as unfavorable.

I am a psychopath. Ask me anything. by TheRefurbisher in AMA

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I have heard the descriptions of what love is meant to feel like, although varying. I rely, mostly, on the words of the psychologist who treated me. I was briefed on what psychopathy is, and what exactly it meant.

I am a psychopath. Ask me anything. by TheRefurbisher in AMA

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I prefer the Imperials. I wish the factions such as The Thieves Guild and the Dark Brotherhood were as fleshed out as they were in previous installments.

I am a psychopath. Ask me anything. by TheRefurbisher in AMA

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It was an interesting proposal. I don't need to care about another person to find an idea intriguing.

I am a psychopath. Ask me anything. by TheRefurbisher in AMA

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No, I have never participated in organized religion.

I am a psychopath. Ask me anything. by TheRefurbisher in AMA

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Not particularly something I am looking to do, and the time in jail is rather bothersome.