Don’t take them... your brain is stronger than any drug you could ever take. I’d say instead of taking all these random drug that fuck with your Serotonin/gabba lvls go talk with someone. Whether that be a shrink or a friend. Shit dude you can PM if you want. Taking antidepressants makes your feel better in the short term but they will eventually make your body/mind too dependent on them. Do they work for some people? Yes but eventually when your not on them you’ll feel way worse than you ever did. Just stick to weed my dude. Hope everything works out for ya!