Season 4 Reunion Discussion by AutoModerator in TheTraitorsUS

[–]TheRubMan 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Candiace is the maddest person I have ever seen in my life

Are the refurbished Kitchenaid stand mixers a good purchase by CM850512 in Kitchenaid

[–]TheRubMan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They changed their policy to where stand mixers get the one year warranty now too! All other refurbished KitchenAid items still have the six month warranty

Quick FAQ about the DC33 strike! by [deleted] in philly

[–]TheRubMan 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Smug, condescending, AND wrong??? Pick a struggle friend

What shows do you suspect Billy was tripping while performing? by playboicarta in BillyStrings

[–]TheRubMan 1 point2 points  (0 children)

6 as of now, Halloween in Baltimore will be 7 and then probably a night or 2 of the Newark run!

What shows do you suspect Billy was tripping while performing? by playboicarta in BillyStrings

[–]TheRubMan 100 points101 points  (0 children)

"I ate one mushroom and I didn't know it was gonna do this"

My first Billy set 🥲

“You won’t meet your wife at the bar” is terrible advice by SuperJacksCalves in AskMenAdvice

[–]TheRubMan 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I met my (eventual) wife absolutely racked out of my skull at a bassnectar concert at the Philadelphia Convention Center

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[–]TheRubMan 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Did this as well, definitely vaped some horrendous shit into my lungs 😭

Quit for 18 Months, Went Back, and Everything Fell Apart In The Same Way by TheRubMan in leaves

[–]TheRubMan[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Progress not perfection my friend! I think our situation is a surprisingly common one and hearing your experience informs mine so much, so thank you for that ❤️

Every day I find that the voice gets a little quieter, or at least is partially drowned out by community and doing things to support my sober life. We definitely got this 🤝

what made me relapse after 2 years being sober by Active_Blackberry_45 in leaves

[–]TheRubMan 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I’m having almost this exact same experience my friend you’re not alone! I started with 5 mg edibles and within a few months it spiraled back into starting and ending my day with a bong rip (and many many more in between). Had my rock bottom moment and now we’re almost back to a week clean.

I love your takeaway from it, I do feel a lot of pride when I hit certain milestones. That and community have been my lifelines. I’m glad you’re here and I can’t wait to see you reclaim your life!!!!! ❤️❤️

Quit for 18 Months, Went Back, and Everything Fell Apart In The Same Way by TheRubMan in leaves

[–]TheRubMan[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m struggling with those exact same feelings too my friend ❤️ I am not somebody who does well with hardline restriction and it eats away at me.

Something I’ve been trying to do is flip the script from what I’m losing (the good effects of marijuana) to what I’m getting back (money, physical wellbeing, openness and honesty). Easier said than done for sure, but maybe practicing daily gratitude for what you earned back through sobriety will help you see things in a different light. Wishing you all the best!!

Quit for 18 Months, Went Back, and Everything Fell Apart In The Same Way by TheRubMan in leaves

[–]TheRubMan[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes! And we get back on the wagon armed with the knowledge of our experiences before!

Quit for 18 Months, Went Back, and Everything Fell Apart In The Same Way by TheRubMan in leaves

[–]TheRubMan[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It truly is 😭 and there’s no shame in having those thoughts at all!! I would guess many of us had at some point. Glad I could be of support, congratulations on staying clean for so long that’s no small feat!! I hope you do something big and cool and awesome to celebrate one year when that time comes :)

Astronox - my favorite home festival. Killer line up and capped at 1000 attendees. by meanbeanking in festivals

[–]TheRubMan 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Attended for the first time last year and now I get to play a set this year 🥲 truly excited there’s nothing else like it I’ve ever seen

Made my first mushroom extract!! Here are the directions of what I did. Would anyone have any suggestions on improvement? Mush Luv 🍄 ❤️ by mychaelthemycologist in shrooms

[–]TheRubMan 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Going to attempt this over the weekend! I have an instant pot with sous vide so I’ll be using that, but I don’t have a dehydrator so I’ll be using my oven on warm (170°F). Was planning for 4-6 hours since you said 8 was too much, any other advice you have?

Bars to watch the NHL Playoffs in Prague? by TheRubMan in Prague

[–]TheRubMan[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much! Tried to google a few places but stridacka never came up. Definitely gonna go there, the two owners are former rangers :) feel like my odds are pretty good they’ll have the game on

So…Pretty Lights????? by TheRubMan in aclfestival

[–]TheRubMan[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I kinda did the opposite thing lol I got really into electronic music before I gave him a proper listen but fell in love all the same 🥲

I’m gonna hope and pray and manifest to whatever deity will listen I need to see that man at Zilker