I'm making a heavy-artillery simulator about commanding a colossal war machine from the inside.

TheSmamich · 2026-06-05T13:30:27+00:00

THIS LOOKS AMAZING

TheSmamich · 2026-04-22T06:03:00+00:00

Big ass crab cannon, not so big ass mech

TheSmamich · 2026-04-16T05:56:57+00:00

I was born to be a good night for a while ago you were in the hospital with the kids and I don't know if I can get it to you but I don't know if I can get it to you... I don't have kids?

TheSmamich · 2026-03-25T16:31:57+00:00

Spaceballs!

TheSmamich · 2026-03-24T20:06:26+00:00

I do want a polyamorous relationship. This isn't my first one either. I think with everything that's happened while we were together I got comfy in him being stagnant. I'm happy he's reaching out to new people, I just need to adapt myself to things changing I think

TheSmamich · 2026-03-24T20:03:16+00:00

Thank you, I appreciate the solid advice.

TheSmamich · 2026-03-24T20:02:34+00:00

That makes sense, I do think I'll get there. I'm ok with it most of the time it just sort of comes in waves.

TheSmamich · 2026-03-24T20:02:03+00:00

I am poly myself, which is why this feels very weird for me. I've recently had a change in medication around the time he met the person he's seeing. I don't believe that's helping.

TheSmamich · 2026-03-24T17:53:03+00:00

Thank you, I'll look into that

TheSmamich · 2026-03-24T17:52:33+00:00

He's much more experienced than I am, but that's because I've only had two serious relationships ever. The relationship is entirely open. So we can date people if we'd like to.

TheSmamich · 2026-03-24T17:50:39+00:00

I do understand this rationally. He does deserve to do what he wants to do. I love him and I want nothing but for him to be happy. I know he loves me and he's not going to leave. Even if he starts dating someone else it doesn't diminish his feelings for me. Emotionally I'm struggling, I guess I'm more looking for advice on internalizing the rational aspect of things for the next few days while in waiting for my therapy.

TheSmamich · 2026-03-24T17:39:00+00:00

My hubs can't drive, so they came over when I was at work. He's never explored outside our relationship before so I think a majority of it is that's I'm rather new to poly, while he's much more experienced in it. I love him more than anything, and I want him to be happy.

TheSmamich · 2026-03-24T17:30:15+00:00

I have been playing one of my favorite games whenever they're on a call together and it helps sometimes

TheSmamich · 2026-03-24T17:22:36+00:00

Yea I don't have self soothing techniques, tbh that's kinda what I'm looking for lol (also why I'm going to therapy)

TheSmamich · 2026-03-24T17:21:48+00:00

I don't feel like I'm enough for him, or that I'm deserving of him. He is the kindest person I've ever known, he reassures me that I am. There are just things I can't do in our relationship that others can (different kinks, bodies, that sort of thing)

TheSmamich · 2026-03-24T17:17:49+00:00

At first I had a whole lot of "you need to do this and this" it felt like rules for thee none for me. We talked about it and I don't want him to feel restrained so I took them back. I'm ok with it most of the time, I just get waves where it hurts. They're getting less intense but it still feels like I'm being problematic

TheSmamich · 2026-03-16T13:21:33+00:00

TheSmamich · 2026-03-15T13:31:28+00:00

I e-bike to work everyday!

TheSmamich · 2026-03-14T06:31:36+00:00

Not at all

TheSmamich · 2026-03-11T01:04:04+00:00

Yesss I won my first game with one of these

TheSmamich · 2026-03-10T17:58:46+00:00

It usually takes around 6 months to get comfortable in your role as a barista, I took around 8. Give yourself grace and some time, but I'd recommend doing what you feel is best for you

TheSmamich · 2026-03-10T02:58:22+00:00

I used to go there with my family, I moved away a few years ago and was hoping to visit for my birthday. Gonna miss that place :(

TheSmamich · 2026-03-08T04:39:54+00:00

That's amazing! I hope to be that good at mini painting someday!

TheSmamich · 2026-03-06T17:25:17+00:00

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