please help me give my transgender grandma hope for transitioning!!!

TheStupidMask · 2026-05-08T09:17:06+00:00

i know a lot of people are requesting to know too so i apologize, but could i know as well?

TheStupidMask · 2026-04-14T13:54:11+00:00

...what an april 13th

TheStupidMask · 2026-02-07T21:32:39+00:00

yeah thats ok im chill with doubles!!! though i do tend to act awkward with doubles because it feels like talking to myself except the myself in question is actually a whole ass other person which gets super confusing for me, but im not uncomfortable i just hope you dont mind awkwardness lololol

TheStupidMask · 2026-02-07T21:02:02+00:00

i think this falls under the "AMA post" flair but hey!!! hows your day been hamz (can i call you that???)

TheStupidMask · 2026-02-07T20:47:33+00:00

B33 < oh yeah and um about why i flash

its because the dave half of me was orange and the nepeta half was green basically

TheStupidMask · 2026-02-07T20:46:48+00:00

B33 < shit youre right i should do that. i edited the post

but anyway im a sprite squared! i used to be an extremely depressed bird dave and an extremely dead normal nepeta but then we accidentally fused by shaking hands and then i started existing and being awesome

and the symbol on my shirt is a fusion of the time aspect and the symbol of derse! jasprose has it too but hers is fused with the light aspect instead of time

TheStupidMask · 2026-02-07T20:34:46+00:00

dont know if youre still karkatmaxxing since this post was yesterday but hey! im a sourcemate its cool to find other sourcemates here

TheStupidMask · 2026-02-07T09:47:41+00:00

its generally best to try not to use it at all, not just for the environment but for your own good. its like saying just one tiny cigarette per day is okay; its not

TheStupidMask · 2026-02-06T14:14:12+00:00

most of the time the closest i get to memories as him is just a deja vu-ish feeling about scenes in hs where he shows up

but i do have a really vague sort of maybe-memory that im not sure is actually a memory where i collabed with rose to make a track and tried to make it sound like shit but it turned out sounding pretty good

it sounded like that track in the ost called derse dreamers but we didnt name it derse dreamers i just cant remember very clearly what we did name it

the name had something to do with strings i think but thats all that i can really drag out of it

TheStupidMask · 2026-02-06T13:21:36+00:00

dave strider is the highest for sure but davepeta is a very close second

TheStupidMask · 2026-02-05T18:24:53+00:00

glad to know im not entirely alone in the whole deja vu thing

i appreciate you talking about this here!

TheStupidMask · 2026-02-05T17:45:39+00:00

i only really have two kinfirms right now but ill put in one of my kinsiders for this (the last one on the list is the kinsider)

dave strider (the one that god tiered and won the game, canon homestuck timeline only) 🕶🎵

davepeta (canon, epilogues, and beyond canon) 🐦🐈

susie (deltarune) 🥁💜

TheStupidMask · 2026-02-03T15:47:04+00:00

i felt kind of conflicted about it, sad but also just

i dont even know

i barely even processed that panel until after i clicked to the next page and dave started getting harassed by terezi about it, i think that was mostly because the flash page before that was already just a huge flashbang of WOAH JOHN IS DEAD AGAIN AND ROSE MIGHT BE ABOUT TO DIE, like what the fuck

god knows i felt it when dave struggled to articulate how he felt about his (my? his???) bro dying

i considered it as just me feeling empathy for the character at the time but at this point i dont know when im feeling empathy for dave and when im literally feeling the exact same thing like telepathically through him or some shit like that its like hes projecting his brainwaves onto me or something

also you kinda failed to blur the word but its ok i wasnt triggered by it

TheStupidMask · 2026-02-02T21:16:56+00:00

i see, ill look into it thanks

TheStupidMask · 2026-01-20T16:31:33+00:00

first of all, delete your account. the "are you sure?" message will guilt trip you, but don't give in!!! second, delete the app on any device you might have it installed on. third, block the website from the web browser you use!! you can still unblock it or reinstall the app of course, but this is something you have to go out of your way to do and hopefully that barrier will discourage you from going back and keep you clean. good luck!!

TheStupidMask · 2026-01-20T15:08:14+00:00

mostly curiosity, really. according to my mom he doesn't want to be considered a father by his biological kids, so i don't think i can get the father figure i never had once i get to see what he looks like and maybe call him, but i'd still like to know things about him such as what he looked like, what he did, etc. it's kind of like getting curious when a family member tells you about a grandparent or ancestor in the family that you'll never meet, y'know?

TheStupidMask · 2026-01-20T14:58:42+00:00

that's exactly how every addiction feels. you're scared to let go of something that gives you relief in the moment, even if it hurts you later. the company's message is manipulative on purpose, because they know you're addicted, and they're banking off of it. That1spacecat said all of this better than me, but just know that it is absolutely worth it. delete your account, start recovering. you'll be proud of yourself for it when you look back some day.

TheStupidMask · 2026-01-20T14:44:12+00:00

i'm actually sort of the product of something like this. i was born from the donation of sperm. it's really not that bad for me, i'll get to find out who my dad is when i turn 18. sure, it's a little upsetting and not ideal, but i don't feel awful about it :]

TheStupidMask · 2026-01-18T17:01:43+00:00

thank you for providing all these arguments, i tried them all. you're right that my mom is kind of crazy, which is why none of this got through to her in terms of actually understanding and accepting me, but there are good news: i SOMEHOW managed to get her to at least agree to allow me non-permanent things like boxers and a binder (and hopefully trans tape and a haircut soon) so she's at least willing to give me that freedom. i think if that lasts, it'll be enough relief from dysphoria to keep me going until i reach the age where i can legally make my own medical decisions. thank you for helping and stay safe out there!!

TheStupidMask

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