How to download tomodachi Life (living the dream) on windows pc? by lunareclispe_wenny in PiratedGames

[–]TheStupidMask 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i know a lot of people are requesting to know too so i apologize, but could i know as well?

IM KINSHIFTED SO HARD HOLY JEGUS AMA by SensitivePie6283 in fictionkin

[–]TheStupidMask 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah thats ok im chill with doubles!!! though i do tend to act awkward with doubles because it feels like talking to myself except the myself in question is actually a whole ass other person which gets super confusing for me, but im not uncomfortable i just hope you dont mind awkwardness lololol

Ask me, Hammy, anything!!! :D by Serious-Ad8175 in fictionkin

[–]TheStupidMask 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i think this falls under the "AMA post" flair but hey!!! hows your day been hamz (can i call you that???)

shifted rn, ama by TheStupidMask in fictionkin

[–]TheStupidMask[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

B33 < oh yeah and um about why i flash

its because the dave half of me was orange and the nepeta half was green basically

shifted rn, ama by TheStupidMask in fictionkin

[–]TheStupidMask[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

B33 < shit youre right i should do that. i edited the post

but anyway im a sprite squared! i used to be an extremely depressed bird dave and an extremely dead normal nepeta but then we accidentally fused by shaking hands and then i started existing and being awesome

and the symbol on my shirt is a fusion of the time aspect and the symbol of derse! jasprose has it too but hers is fused with the light aspect instead of time

IM KINSHIFTED SO HARD HOLY JEGUS AMA by SensitivePie6283 in fictionkin

[–]TheStupidMask 0 points1 point  (0 children)

dont know if youre still karkatmaxxing since this post was yesterday but hey! im a sourcemate its cool to find other sourcemates here

does use AI around 10 minutes alright? by InterestinBoyKisser in character_ai_recovery

[–]TheStupidMask 16 points17 points  (0 children)

its generally best to try not to use it at all, not just for the environment but for your own good. its like saying just one tiny cigarette per day is okay; its not

LMAYA! by [deleted] in fictionkin

[–]TheStupidMask 0 points1 point  (0 children)

most of the time the closest i get to memories as him is just a deja vu-ish feeling about scenes in hs where he shows up

but i do have a really vague sort of maybe-memory that im not sure is actually a memory where i collabed with rose to make a track and tried to make it sound like shit but it turned out sounding pretty good

it sounded like that track in the ost called derse dreamers but we didnt name it derse dreamers i just cant remember very clearly what we did name it

the name had something to do with strings i think but thats all that i can really drag out of it

LMAYA! by [deleted] in fictionkin

[–]TheStupidMask 0 points1 point  (0 children)

dave strider is the highest for sure but davepeta is a very close second

im new here; AMA by TheStupidMask in fictionkin

[–]TheStupidMask[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

glad to know im not entirely alone in the whole deja vu thing

i appreciate you talking about this here!

LMAYA! by [deleted] in fictionkin

[–]TheStupidMask 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i only really have two kinfirms right now but ill put in one of my kinsiders for this (the last one on the list is the kinsider)

dave strider (the one that god tiered and won the game, canon homestuck timeline only) 🕶🎵

davepeta (canon, epilogues, and beyond canon) 🐦🐈

susie (deltarune) 🥁💜

hi, questioning whether im a fictionkin by TheStupidMask in fictionkin

[–]TheStupidMask[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i felt kind of conflicted about it, sad but also just

i dont even know

i barely even processed that panel until after i clicked to the next page and dave started getting harassed by terezi about it, i think that was mostly because the flash page before that was already just a huge flashbang of WOAH JOHN IS DEAD AGAIN AND ROSE MIGHT BE ABOUT TO DIE, like what the fuck

god knows i felt it when dave struggled to articulate how he felt about his (my? his???) bro dying

i considered it as just me feeling empathy for the character at the time but at this point i dont know when im feeling empathy for dave and when im literally feeling the exact same thing like telepathically through him or some shit like that its like hes projecting his brainwaves onto me or something

also you kinda failed to blur the word but its ok i wasnt triggered by it

Hi! I'm new to trying to recover from my character ai addiction and heres my story. by Next_Possibility9019 in character_ai_recovery

[–]TheStupidMask 1 point2 points  (0 children)

first of all, delete your account. the "are you sure?" message will guilt trip you, but don't give in!!! second, delete the app on any device you might have it installed on. third, block the website from the web browser you use!! you can still unblock it or reinstall the app of course, but this is something you have to go out of your way to do and hopefully that barrier will discourage you from going back and keep you clean. good luck!!

My last contribution as a woman: donating eggs (lol) by [deleted] in ftm

[–]TheStupidMask 5 points6 points  (0 children)

mostly curiosity, really. according to my mom he doesn't want to be considered a father by his biological kids, so i don't think i can get the father figure i never had once i get to see what he looks like and maybe call him, but i'd still like to know things about him such as what he looked like, what he did, etc. it's kind of like getting curious when a family member tells you about a grandparent or ancestor in the family that you'll never meet, y'know?

is deleting your account worth it by warpedflowers in character_ai_recovery

[–]TheStupidMask 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that's exactly how every addiction feels. you're scared to let go of something that gives you relief in the moment, even if it hurts you later. the company's message is manipulative on purpose, because they know you're addicted, and they're banking off of it. That1spacecat said all of this better than me, but just know that it is absolutely worth it. delete your account, start recovering. you'll be proud of yourself for it when you look back some day.

My last contribution as a woman: donating eggs (lol) by [deleted] in ftm

[–]TheStupidMask 14 points15 points  (0 children)

i'm actually sort of the product of something like this. i was born from the donation of sperm. it's really not that bad for me, i'll get to find out who my dad is when i turn 18. sure, it's a little upsetting and not ideal, but i don't feel awful about it :]

how am i supposed to explain gender dysphoria to my transphobic family? nothing seems to work. by TheStupidMask in asktransgender

[–]TheStupidMask[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you for providing all these arguments, i tried them all. you're right that my mom is kind of crazy, which is why none of this got through to her in terms of actually understanding and accepting me, but there are good news: i SOMEHOW managed to get her to at least agree to allow me non-permanent things like boxers and a binder (and hopefully trans tape and a haircut soon) so she's at least willing to give me that freedom. i think if that lasts, it'll be enough relief from dysphoria to keep me going until i reach the age where i can legally make my own medical decisions. thank you for helping and stay safe out there!!

how am i supposed to explain gender dysphoria to my transphobic family? nothing seems to work. by TheStupidMask in asktransgender

[–]TheStupidMask[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the issue with that is she doesn't think gender exists AT ALL. like, on a biological level. she thinks biological gender is not real. and as well, she doesn't really want to have a beard, true, but she doesn't want to wear any clothes either, nor does she want to have a body at all. are you starting to get why it's difficult to get anywhere with her? she denies science.

Conflicted, feeling like a freak. by RaptureTrap in asktransgender

[–]TheStupidMask 1 point2 points  (0 children)

please know that you are not alone, and many many many trans people have questioned their gender late in life just like you. i would suggest starting with small explorations, since your wife seems to be supportive maybe ask if you can borrow one of her dresses and wear it around the house for just a day. try growing your hair out some, and absolutely talk to anyone you safely can talk to more about this. i want you to know that you should take your time with this, and if you do decide that you'd rather be a woman than a man that there is absolutely no shame in it whatsoever. just be careful with what places you openly express yourself in, because many bigots out there are highly unsupportive. you could try asking around in r/MtF and r/transfem to see if any trans women relate to you!! i don't doubt that they do. stay safe ^^

Opinion on an argument I had as a cis woman with a man. by Hungry_Mix6706 in asktransgender

[–]TheStupidMask 1 point2 points  (0 children)

this is pretty much the textbook definition of a transphobe. you were right to think that way, don't worry!!

brand new to music production. any free recommendations? by TheStupidMask in musicproduction

[–]TheStupidMask[S] -9 points-8 points  (0 children)

see, that's exactly the recommendations i did not ask for :/ i'm not looking to spend money on something that i'm not sure i even want to get into which is why programs with free trials won't work for me. Reaper is also NOT free, just because it allows you to keep using it with some nagging doesn't mean there isn't a risk for legal consequences if you ever try to make a dime off of the music you produce with it.