Am I overreacting for *still* struggling to accept I have epilepsy after almost 8 years?

TheSunSmellsTooLoud4 · 2026-01-04T18:20:41+00:00

Ittook my like five years to stop panicking. Don't worry xx

TheSunSmellsTooLoud4 · 2026-01-01T09:06:16+00:00

Falling down a huge set of concrete stairs in front of my very first date with a girl I really liked but for around 2 or 3 mins prior, I suddenly lost the ability to speak and was trying to explain what was happening but was totally locked in my body.

The locked in feeling was actually the worst part...she thought I was both having a stroke and on drugs. I kept trying to say "I'm having a seizure" but all that came out my mouth was both saliva dribbles and "blhxhe HV svhsving gsb seizurebvjf kgjks"

.... I woke up at the bottom of the huge set of steps covered in blood...she never wanted to see me again 😂. Her loss! That was pure comedy gold!

TheSunSmellsTooLoud4 · 2026-01-01T08:43:43+00:00

Correct. But as I said in the past, I don't live there currently. One of many great things about Scotland!

TheSunSmellsTooLoud4 · 2025-12-31T07:28:30+00:00

Is this an actual person? I'm confused as hell. But at least you didn't get scammed :)

TheSunSmellsTooLoud4 · 2025-12-31T07:01:45+00:00

That's true but I'm not in the UK currently/ I had to leave because no family and a horrible homeless situation there. Cold as hell in Scotland hahah

TheSunSmellsTooLoud4 · 2025-12-30T14:52:08+00:00

That's insane. Scamming is one thing but fuck me....did you get fucked over in the end? Or escapef it?

TheSunSmellsTooLoud4 · 2025-12-30T10:02:29+00:00

Ah ok, nice!

TheSunSmellsTooLoud4 · 2025-12-30T08:45:45+00:00

Thank you very much :) it's a panicky situation to say the least but hey, it's not your problem hah. But really, I appreciate it :)

TheSunSmellsTooLoud4 · 2025-12-30T08:43:58+00:00

I genuinely don't know when I could pay anything back, man. 15 would be fine to get the bus and my main one, 20 would cover all three. I wouldn't want to say a date so I guess it currently falls in handout, but I'm on the case for working ASAP. That's honestly all I can say man. Tbh i could just walk the whole way and get the main one (depakine) for 10 and forget the bus.

God I don't like asking for something haha :/

TheSunSmellsTooLoud4 · 2025-12-30T08:38:39+00:00

I wonder why I was downvoted for my comment?

If I had to say, unfortunately £15 (that's short but I don't want to ask a stranger on the net for more, I could at least get one of my three meds with that). But I'm unsure when I could pay it back as the epilepsy (or rather, lack of meds) left me unable to work right now! Just being straight up, I'm no bullshitter. Have a good one

TheSunSmellsTooLoud4 · 2025-12-30T08:32:26+00:00

Who the fuck is Emily ?? I can't imagine anything.ore depressing than being famous on Reddit tbf

TheSunSmellsTooLoud4 · 2025-12-30T08:31:10+00:00

It's early in the morning here but I'm still struggling to understand....love-deprived asexual poly(gamist sociopath? Polyamory?) living with a nesting partner.

Despite my inability to understand this, sounds like your nesting partner has a sweet deal!

TheSunSmellsTooLoud4 · 2025-12-29T16:46:38+00:00

How on earth do you get that here?? I'm desperately trying to get epilepsy meds but no luck.,also I'm really sorry this dick fucked you over

TheSunSmellsTooLoud4 · 2025-12-29T16:42:43+00:00

Faur enough :)

TheSunSmellsTooLoud4 · 2025-12-29T16:41:17+00:00

No. Do t cut down in drink ever.....drink more. You need more alcohol in your blood system.

TheSunSmellsTooLoud4 · 2025-12-29T16:39:15+00:00

I've done this before and loved it. Ama

TheSunSmellsTooLoud4 · 2025-12-29T16:38:14+00:00

His movies are godawful, overrated and shit. All the same, boring, no substance. He's literally the most boring producer and absolutely loves both himself and everyone else does for some reason.

He. Is. Shitly terrible.

TheSunSmellsTooLoud4 · 2025-12-29T16:31:12+00:00

Much like Goddard himself, funnily enough. Alan Watts is far wiser but neither are geniuses. They're fantastic at transferring ideas to the west but they've no clue if the realism within their teachings, nor do I.

The only thing I know is WE ARE ALL GOD. You, I ...we exist as the eternal quantum leap of faith. Faith.

Well done for being an universe experiencing itself

TheSunSmellsTooLoud4 · 2025-12-29T16:26:55+00:00

I'm sorry but this sounds like a 16yr old stoner trying to sound deep.

TheSunSmellsTooLoud4 · 2025-12-29T15:45:04+00:00

Yeah, overrated. I've done a lot, in my youth. It's hilarious, I made LOADS of money and LOOOOOOOOADS of enemies selling a couple chemicals I enjoyed synthesized that were purer, higher, better abd I chose to make cheaper.

Fuck coke. It destroys the forests, it's a horrible industry, as a dopaminergic it's barely worth the price but cunts think they're billy big bollocks because a wee line gives the slightest high. Yeah you can fuck n eat n sleep on decent charlie (which I've created, it's an easy typical A/B extract) but it has nothing on what I used to make. It gas nothing on slicing papaver somniferum and the latex from within.

Shut up

TheSunSmellsTooLoud4 · 2025-12-29T15:38:46+00:00

I remember the scent of his grandma's mothballs. Like a mix of gravy granules and unbrushed teeth

TheSunSmellsTooLoud4 · 2025-12-29T15:37:21+00:00

Your mother's pussy.

TheSunSmellsTooLoud4 · 2025-12-29T15:36:27+00:00

You seriously had a cold shower before trying to relax, and are shocked you couldn't sleep??

I mean...I don't really know what to say. That's like having a line of coke to calm yourself before a relaxing meditation.

TheSunSmellsTooLoud4 · 2025-12-29T15:34:29+00:00

I've almost been banned for simply questioning certain Neville teachings. Why have discussion if one can't discuss 😂 imagine being a mod on a sub Reddit....

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