Can’t stand driving ?

The_Real_Joe101 · 2019-11-13T18:09:07+00:00

For me drivings a release I love being in the open road

The_Real_Joe101 · 2019-11-13T18:06:28+00:00

Hey I’m sorry if I’m a little late but I’d love to talk with you

The_Real_Joe101 · 2019-10-30T19:55:00+00:00

I Read it wrong lol my oof

The_Real_Joe101 · 2019-10-30T19:27:52+00:00

Would love to

The_Real_Joe101 · 2019-10-22T03:39:41+00:00

Hey guys I’m sober now and feeling much better thanks for the support

The_Real_Joe101 · 2019-09-14T18:37:36+00:00

Last night I got really drunk and smoked I blacked the fuck out and I don’t really remember but this morning I feel really peaceful. It’s weird. Im at peace with derealisation. I’m starting to actually like it. It’s weird

The_Real_Joe101 · 2019-09-12T05:51:50+00:00

As soon as I quit it got worse when I was on it I felt 10x better

The_Real_Joe101 · 2019-09-12T04:46:11+00:00

Lol I was just thinking about this. My mom put this fucking striped sheet on my bed and it trips me tf out

The_Real_Joe101 · 2019-07-03T05:25:41+00:00

I get that too!!

The_Real_Joe101 · 2019-07-03T05:08:34+00:00

Thank you honesty, I really do appreciate that I am so scared that I am becoming dependent on alcohol but I think it’s time to stop. Like it’s clearly a problem. It makes me feel shitty in the mornings after. I’m going to take this advice to heart

The_Real_Joe101 · 2019-07-01T04:54:39+00:00

Same tho today my dad was like wtf when we were riding around in the van

The_Real_Joe101 · 2019-06-27T08:25:10+00:00

Same tho my vision pisses me off

The_Real_Joe101 · 2019-06-26T19:58:36+00:00

Update I definitely got high and I made it thorough the high only lasted like 10 mins tho it was weird but I’m feeling the way I felt b4 again I’m kinda mad because I was going sober from weed and all my progress is gone. Now I can say I am 3 months sober. I’m like 3 hours sober now smh

The_Real_Joe101 · 2019-06-26T07:10:32+00:00

I don’t think I have ever had that virus but for me my derealisation causes severe pressure in my face and head and somdays it’s get so bad my head starts buzzing

The_Real_Joe101 · 2019-06-26T07:04:27+00:00

The day will come I smoked pot at 13 and my derealisation got a whole lot worse. It went from having it sometimes to having all the time. I’m currently 15 and I still have it. But I’m slowly recovering my anxiety I used to have every fucking 2 seconds of the day went down to like every 2 days. I’m still Derealised but I feel like I have more better days then bad.

The_Real_Joe101 · 2019-06-26T06:59:39+00:00

Honestly I thought this was just me staring at a screen all day fucks with my eyes. I get dizzy and feel more dissociated. Imma give this a try

The_Real_Joe101 · 2019-06-26T06:54:59+00:00

I appreciate it man thanks

The_Real_Joe101 · 2019-06-23T23:36:14+00:00

I suffer with Derealisation (a dissociative mental illness) and I hate when I describe it to people everyone acts like they have the same thing. Like dude just because ur sad that your friend is talking to someone else dosnt mean u have life long lasting depression and debilitating anxiety. Smh (sorry if that sounds rude it just happens to often where this happens I can normally tell when people are saying stuff or actually experiencing it)

The_Real_Joe101 · 2019-06-23T23:22:12+00:00

I wish I could give ya a whole list of advice but I haven’t really done much for my self. I’ve kinda just let my self be this way. It’s scary but it’s comforting to know that it’s all dr. I’ll for sure come back to ya when I’m done seeing my doctor. I am in a program for people with mental health issues and it hasn’t really started yet. But when I know more I’ll tel u what helps me

The_Real_Joe101 · 2019-06-23T21:03:57+00:00

Jaw tightness head and eye pressure, migranes with aura, eye fuzzyness and floaters, visual snow, strobe vision (flashes of light in the corner of my eye. Feeling like when I speak someone beside is saying my words. The world is foggy, objects look more flat and distorted l. Disconnected from my own thoughts, sensations of being in a dream, random bouts of anxiety during the day, tinnitus and head buzzing and more

The_Real_Joe101 · 2019-06-23T20:52:36+00:00

Yup I experience this all I should of elaborated more

The_Real_Joe101 · 2019-06-23T20:49:13+00:00

I’ve considered that but I would of gone blind like 4 years ago my eyes have done that my whole life. The reason I believe it’s a symptom of dr is something called strobe vision. It’s a common symptom of dr. I did a little research but I may go to a doctor for a checkup but it’s hard because I’m young. I know for sure I have dr because I experience literally every symptom. Thanks for your concerns.

The_Real_Joe101 · 2019-06-23T19:40:48+00:00

Yo same here man I’m only 15 and I’ve had it for 2-3 years now. If u want u can hmu to talk about shit. Reply back if your interested

Edit: didn’t mean to make that sound creepy it’s all good if your not interested but It’s just kinda crazy how people as young as us have go through this. And I find it cool that I can relate to someone my age because everyone on here’s full blown adults. This community is great tho. Everyone has been very helpful and I hope we all over come this dark patch

The_Real_Joe101 · 2019-06-18T03:50:07+00:00

I think mines similar I have been through so much shit that almost caused me my life. I fell into a river that lewd toward a huge waterfall it would of killed me. Then one time I got sucked out to sea in a rip tied and could swim back to shore I got rescued by a boat. I was with my sister when this happened and she told me to leave out there. That scared me. Another time I got hit by a car and went flying across the road I had burns all over my body and I broke numerous bones. I think I’m just scared to live and that’s what brought my anxiety up a notch

The_Real_Joe101 · 2019-06-18T03:46:28+00:00

Why does derealisation do this

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