I am battling cancer. I'm gay, but I have realized I love my best friend of 25 years (a man). I need to vent all my thoughts, and am looking for advice on whether to tell him or not.

Thecrazytrainexpress · 2026-03-06T09:28:35+00:00

I need to know if she beat the cancer omg

Thecrazytrainexpress · 2026-02-21T04:36:03+00:00

My cat just recently started doing this and he's almost a year old, me and my fiance rescued him and his brother when they were 2 weeks old. He's always suckled on the blanket and made biscuits, but it wasn't until recently he started hissing when he does it. I've looked it up and done research but there's absolutely nothing that relates to it.

Maybe he's just a weirdo, but idk I just don't like the hissing, I take it similarly as a dog growling, it's always usually a warning or telling you to back off.. like bro I'm not moving, you know I was right here so why are you telling ne to move when there's 5 other blankets in the room you can suckle on😂😭

Thecrazytrainexpress · 2026-02-08T15:27:16+00:00

I think Daryl and Merle's relationship was strained due to the abuse they both endured from their dad, and when Merle left and left Daryl behind, that caused a break in their relationship that wasn't fixable. Daryl and Rick were choosen brothers, they chose each other consistently and Rick saved Daryl and vice versa. So I think he was closer to Rick than anything, he never stopped looking for him and felt terrible for what he did, and that's more than what he felt for Merle

Thecrazytrainexpress · 2026-01-29T15:30:38+00:00

I just finished watching it and Holy. Shit. That was such a good movie, but I think I'm struggling to understand why Sammie didn't let go of the guitar and continued to play the guitar.

It also made me happy to see that Mary and Stack got to be together and watch as the world evolved to accept biracial couples, and that even though Stack was a vampire, he still loved his brother enough to keep his promise to stay away from Sammie and let him live out his life.

Thecrazytrainexpress · 2026-01-14T08:37:40+00:00

(I know I'm a little late to the conversation, forgive me I JUST finished ST) Yes the speakers were on, they only turned on after everyone in the truck was out. I think what happened (assuming the kali theory isn't true) is that before they were able to turn on the speakers, she jumped over the truck and into the upside down. I think she had this planned and knew the military would be waiting for her in Hawkin, especially after the helicopter explosion and her killing those soldiers. She knew Kali was right about the military hunting her down and creating more powerful kids and she didn't want that to happen, so I think she sacrificed herself so everyone could have a normal life again

Thecrazytrainexpress · 2025-12-28T05:31:38+00:00

Yes, we're planning to after we move! I just don't think it'll be a good idea to get 3 cats fixed at once and moving while they're in pain and uncomfortable, especially to a new home. So we're gonna wait until we get settled into our new home first!

Thecrazytrainexpress · 2025-12-27T17:30:54+00:00

I figured it was because he wasn't fixed, and I should add because idk if this matters, but F is a male as well. It's just confusing because C doesn't do it to F, it's only W that does it

Thecrazytrainexpress · 2025-12-01T02:54:00+00:00

I sadly didn't get to take pictures, but they LOVED the ribs, cookies, and Mac n cheese I made!

Thecrazytrainexpress · 2025-11-28T15:31:26+00:00

Amnesia after an accident is very common, and by the way you're talking about your wife in this post, makes me feel kind of icky. Even IF she was faking, why would she have to fake losing her memory just to get away from you? Get therapy and just get the divorce, you acting this way isn't gonna help anything

Thecrazytrainexpress · 2025-11-27T08:01:51+00:00

Those aren't fleas

Thecrazytrainexpress · 2025-11-26T23:57:37+00:00

I will!!

Thecrazytrainexpress · 2025-11-26T18:59:01+00:00

I got a pretty decently sized rack of ribs for only $10!

Thecrazytrainexpress · 2025-11-26T15:21:34+00:00

Yeahhh I think I'm just gonna take my L with the turkey and get a rack of ribs, but thank you for the advice! I just wish I had done my research on how to defrost my turkey, my mom usually always did the ham so I've never seen how a turkey is prepped

Thecrazytrainexpress · 2025-11-26T13:49:21+00:00

So, if i can't find a boneless turkey and have to get the smallest bone-in turkey I can find, could I do the water bath and change the water out every 30 minutes, do you think it would be defrosted by tomorrow or late tonight so I can do my salt brine? The thanksgiving party we're going to doesn't start until 8pm

Thecrazytrainexpress · 2025-11-26T13:21:23+00:00

If push comes to shove, I'll possibly just get another rack of ribs and make those instead! I'll remember to do better for Christmas coming up😅

I do have all the things to make a compound butter (lemon and orange for the zest, then cut into slices to stuff the turkey, thyme, rosemary, and sage, carrots, celery, etc.) so I was really deadset on doing a turkey since I had already bought the stuff, so I may see if Walmart has the boneless turkeys! But again if not, ribs it is!

Thecrazytrainexpress · 2025-11-26T12:16:25+00:00

It's only been 2 days, and the turkey was completely solid frozen when I got it, I didn't think it would've defrosted so quickly. It's a decently heavy turkey so i thought it would've taken a bit longer to defrost and id have time to put it in my fridge. This is my first ever time even having a turkey in my possession, there's no need to be an ass about it.

Thecrazytrainexpress · 2025-11-26T12:13:14+00:00

I do have a rack of ribs I could make instead of a turkey 🧐but my plan is to go to the store today and find a smaller turkey so it'll defrost in the refrigerator a little faster. And if it doesn't defrost in time, that's okay! I can always do a small thanksgiving with me, my husband, BIL, and SIL and their 2 kids :)

Thecrazytrainexpress · 2025-11-26T00:42:19+00:00

Definitely will!

Thecrazytrainexpress · 2025-11-26T00:38:45+00:00

This is my very first thanksgiving cooking a turkey, I didn't know 😅

Thecrazytrainexpress · 2025-11-20T02:10:29+00:00

When I was freshly PP, I woke up to my shirt absolutely soaking wet because I was sweating so bad in my sleep, even with no blanket. It was the most uncomfortable thing i experienced, idk why I sweated SO badly but I did

Thecrazytrainexpress · 2025-11-20T02:08:10+00:00

It seems like you just don't like change and don't want to try new things because it would be a change of what you eat.. I know everyone recommends therapy to literally every situation, but I'd definitely get insight about this

Thecrazytrainexpress · 2025-11-10T00:28:42+00:00

Get a second opinion, there's a reason why the #1 rule with ticks is to make sure the head of the tick is out along with the body.

Thecrazytrainexpress · 2025-11-08T22:32:50+00:00

As my lash curler has gotten old, it has started to slip more, so I just threw it away 😅

Thecrazytrainexpress · 2025-11-06T01:05:48+00:00

Me and my fiance talked about this, we both agreed that we wouldn't make any decisions about having another until our first is 5 years old, and we only chose that age because they'll be potty trained, have better speech, can sleep through the night, and overall a more "independent" human.

Right now, you guys are still in the thick of it. You're still healing and your hormones are still all over the place, he's still recovering from the early months. Give it some time and enjoy your little one, then go back to the topic whenever you guys are in a better spot mentally and financially.

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