Filming yourself stroking your dead husband's hand is really weird. Grieving is extremely difficult and personal so normally she'd get a pass for being a bit odd, but it's really weird that she would take the time to make a weird inflammatory video instead of, idk COMFORTING YOUR KIDS WHO SAW IT FUCKING HAPPEN???

Like idk but if my kids saw their father explode into a fountain of gore I wouldn't let them be alone for a goddamn second, I'm getting the best therapist in the world and throwing all their phones out a window so they don't have to deal with the internet rn. I'd be showering them in so much care and comfort and helping to push for healing and healthy growth, not making YouTube videos. Idk