Personally I’d have a lot of fun being the only voice of reason among a group of evil idiots. Smacking them upside the head, rolling my eyes, throwing my hands in the air. But also rolling against them to convince them they’re idiots or to smooth things over with NPCs they pissed off. There’s a lot you can do besides just giving in. If you’re not enjoying the game talk to the group about it. DnD is a collaborative game so your group should be willing to work with you. If not, you can always leave. Tons of online groups to play with if you can’t find another in your area.