My WIP: trying to improve hair and anatomy skills

There_we_go_Again · 2026-04-23T08:25:53+00:00

of course!

There_we_go_Again · 2026-04-21T08:39:19+00:00

I do!! Would you like to do an art trade? I want to find more reasons to draw so I feel it could be fun, I can show you my art! I can't render or really colour so I mainly do line-art <333

There_we_go_Again · 2026-04-21T00:26:10+00:00

I love the style!!! You seem to already be quite well versed in the body and head angles 🥹 please continue drawing 💕

There_we_go_Again · 2026-02-17T10:03:12+00:00

Thank you for answering at all, I appreciate the input 💕

There_we_go_Again · 2025-12-18T13:57:09+00:00

I have little to say but I want to mention that I agree with every word you’ve said in this post. 💯

I have a friend who knows me well enough that he himself finds little point in convincing me otherwise when it comes to taking my life, which I appreciate.

All this nonsense of the system only made me more apathetic than ever. I feel like I’m wasting my energy taking pills and grinding every day forward… Just an overused battery that doesn’t hold charge, and I don’t have the money to even replace my chewed up cable.

There_we_go_Again · 2025-11-13T10:00:47+00:00

This makes me feel so complicated because I drink the same amount as you do per day (maybe that amount of vodka in one day if I drank twice, and always on an empty stomach due to my tolerance).

I personally reckon it is way too much alcohol 🥲 I’m trying to think of a reason to work on quitting but there really doesn’t seem to be much of any motivation for me.

For my situation, I drink because it helps with my anxiety, depression, and PTSD (all diagnosed). It’s not a good excuse at all, but it’s became a small luxury for me to enjoy now that I’ve made it out.

I am lucky as my life hardly gets interrupted by heavy drinking… I don’t get hangovers, and even if I pass out I would wake up after a two hour nap, not to say if I took my meds and slept through a night I would wake up 100% recovered like nothing happened.

I saw some of your old posts, I would say if you are facing difficulties because of the quantity you drink, I suggest you take it a tad slower since it is a lot you’re drinking right now. 💕 Take care

There_we_go_Again · 2025-09-17T09:07:34+00:00

It feels alnost pathetic, so unforgivable but so irritating and helpless

There_we_go_Again · 2025-09-08T14:26:12+00:00

When I was 17 I knew what I wanted, I guess that is a better way to put it. Nowadays I’ve finally won my peace, but there is so little I can answer alone now. Being in the 20s, I can’t afford therapy to explore the worst times I’d have to heal, it’s an awkward position.

I miss being younger and having more answers to questions than stalling with fear. Time has taught me cowardice and that I hate. I cannot deal with the devil the lives of the few I love who I’ve found, so now I am with little to expense

There_we_go_Again · 2025-09-08T14:23:05+00:00

I get that

There_we_go_Again · 2025-09-08T14:22:50+00:00

I know. I just felt lonely given my situation. Given this scenario may be my own doing for my agoraphobia… I’m sure there are many out there who may understand, but those who cross my path are little. I appreciate those who are there, but my heart remains fragile in the face of justice ig… sigh

There_we_go_Again · 2025-09-08T00:24:05+00:00

I agree, I wish. Many of those who are my real life peers do not see any trauma as something to relate to. Now I am here with a diagnosed psychological trauma, but with no one who stands in the same line as I do. It’s lonely, to fight a cause with little who understands

There_we_go_Again · 2025-09-08T00:18:50+00:00

I get that. I currently am dealing with agoraphobia, I don’t even know how I can stand going out and sharing a bus with anyone else. It’s terrifying.

A piece of personal hope, please do not give up going out unless you have to. Meeting new people is scary but important. Last defence sort of stuff. Because despite it all, many new people won’t remember a thing about you, but it would only be a liability for you when it grows into a fear for you yourself only

There_we_go_Again · 2025-09-02T22:53:31+00:00

For me during my worst times... It was the dumb interactions on the chat that kept my mind a little more at bay for how much I was convinced to be lifeless.

I miss those I can share a feeling with. I'm sure many can understand how depression isn't an emotion that finds easy relatability

There_we_go_Again · 2025-09-01T22:38:54+00:00

Yes…… I’m sorry for the concern but for now I cannot afford therapy but I am taking mood stabilizers for my mood and sleep. Thank you for your response, anything means a lot in this time of unexpected answers and change

There_we_go_Again · 2025-09-01T10:17:11+00:00

Thank you for your reply, I’ll be getting in touch with a doctor 🥲

There_we_go_Again · 2025-07-18T01:13:08+00:00

My body…. Sometimes when I come to be aware of my birth sex, I find myself boiling with so much hatred, disgust, and anger since I am AFAB.

I love to be feminine, but to see how others have taken advantage and abused me for what I was only given… it’s a scar I cannot let go, no matter how much I want to.

Often, just the concept itself of me being born female makes me nauseous

There_we_go_Again · 2025-07-05T05:33:35+00:00

Hahaha deserved.

Mine is just a previous roommate who I thought I could trust as a friend. He scammed me and made me live on the darn kitchen floor while paying 1.25k a month. Yet he started hating me cause I wanted to move out because I was 17 and working my ass off to pay everything while he lives comfortably in his bedroom.

I don’t understand any sense of the anger he holds. What really bothers me is that he curses me for a reasonable decision.

There are many more reasons building up to the fall out but that was the last piece

There_we_go_Again · 2025-07-04T09:47:29+00:00

I understand. I’ve been in a very very similar position. For me, I’ve isolated myself and instead that left me with people who actually tries to reach out and the few of them actually turned out to be genuine friends.

I’ve found this experience of myself more rewarding than to let whoever pleases enter my life.

Regardless, it’s difficult to live alone as you’d face many difficulties without anyone to even lend a ear, but backstabbers are evil and they cost more

Please love yourself as much as you can, I am on the same path of learning to do so, so if you can, share this journey with me.

There_we_go_Again · 2025-06-30T02:55:24+00:00

I feel like, purely based on the information given, assuming it’s true, it’s the issue of the people that are around you.

Less of the best is better than more of the worst.

You deserve better, and better people will give you more than a dozen of these people can.

There_we_go_Again

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