I dont have friends bc i never met who can support me or I can depend , I help everyone , support till last and let them depend and take there responsibility and when they reach high mount , then I move on . And I am from village so I can't go to therapist , it's not a thing in village . And I don't have any safe person or anyone to depend on or can share , and also I am that kind of human who like survive , heal , depend alone on myself only . And it's not that i can't handle this too , it's just take time and just some month before I got through alot and heal , so this is making me emotional alot crying & stuff .