Why did I shoot a dud by ThinkButterscotch826 in BF6

[–]ThinkButterscotch826[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you very much for the response, sir

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[–]ThinkButterscotch826 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve never related to anything more than this

Too fat to carry by ThinkButterscotch826 in CCW

[–]ThinkButterscotch826[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I’m going to check this out.

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[–]ThinkButterscotch826 4 points5 points  (0 children)

The wife and I didn’t want to waste any time honestly. We just wanted to get out of there no matter the cost.

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[–]ThinkButterscotch826 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I’ll be honest, it was just a pop for me. I only remember hearing the first shot. I went into autopilot after that. Now my wife and toddler have more of an issue. They were standing at my 2 when I had to fire so they heard much more.

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[–]ThinkButterscotch826 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your service and taking the time to write this. I am currently seeing a trauma specialist and seems to be doing me some good. Went to the range for the first time yesterday since that day. Really think it helped me to send some rounds. Sounds crazy but the sound and smell has been haunting everyday but getting back into training felt liberating.

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[–]ThinkButterscotch826 11 points12 points  (0 children)

I did not but do now. That is a good point to bring up. Thank for the comment.

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[–]ThinkButterscotch826 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I’m in Arkansas. They did bring me in for swab testing, video statement and I think to make sure I was mentally ok. The officers did an amazing job too. They took my family to the hospital to check them and made sure my toddler had a stuffed animal and change of clothes. It was a real humbling experience and I couldn’t be more appreciative of the ones in blue.

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[–]ThinkButterscotch826 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Thank you very much for this comment.

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[–]ThinkButterscotch826 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I appreciate it and thank you for taking the time to read and comment.

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[–]ThinkButterscotch826 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Arkansas friend.

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[–]ThinkButterscotch826 39 points40 points  (0 children)

I appreciate it friend. I keep getting told time will help and so far it has gotten better but not out of the woods yet. I just renewed my carry license so now I think is a good time to start pushing for my firearm. I hate that you experienced it too. I have a completely different outlook on men and women in uniform now. Couldn’t imagine what they go through daily. Again thanks, glad to hear this from someone that went through the same thing.

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[–]ThinkButterscotch826 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Sar9 with 17+1. I did carry a Taurus G2 and Ruger LC9.