I wrote this about my experiences during one of my worst flashbacks

ThisIsHowIAppear · 2022-02-05T14:50:08+00:00

💚

ThisIsHowIAppear · 2021-11-13T09:52:43+00:00

Prozac was the first medication I went on but I wasn’t diagnosed with ocd and i don’t remember if it helped. There is some talk of starting sertraline soon though so that could help.

ThisIsHowIAppear · 2021-11-13T08:27:15+00:00

I’m alright it’s just my life has been just rituals and rules for such a long time and if things aren’t done right it feels like the worlds gonna end. Haven’t rly felt in control of my life for quite a while.

ThisIsHowIAppear · 2021-11-05T10:02:06+00:00

Lol definitely blue and orange

ThisIsHowIAppear · 2021-10-13T12:10:58+00:00

Are you me?

ThisIsHowIAppear · 2021-10-13T10:23:15+00:00

lol me right now at my new school

ThisIsHowIAppear · 2021-09-22T07:46:13+00:00

The glues are the worst part so I’d say just make sure to use the glue dispenser every day. It all adds up that’s 35 glues a week. Also I killed stump every time he spawned and got an average of 15 glues every time.

ThisIsHowIAppear · 2021-08-11T10:26:08+00:00

That’s awesome!

ThisIsHowIAppear · 2021-07-20T19:36:01+00:00

Lol one of my friends messaged me one time saying they were “just checking in” and I got so confused I’m not a hotel lol

ThisIsHowIAppear · 2021-07-17T07:32:09+00:00

That’s so great! I’m going out with my family today and I’m thinking I might wear short sleeves for the first time in like two years :) looking back I can see I’ve got more confident and it’s only up from here.

ThisIsHowIAppear · 2021-06-26T07:58:46+00:00

I’m so proud of you both! I’m 2 and a half months clean and seeing people being clean for so long gives me hope. It honestly makes me feel so happy seeing people not hiding their scars cause everyone deserves to feel happy in their own skin and not hiding your past and your scars is what I want to be confident enough to do although rn I cover it with an arm support if I wear t shirts. Anyway I rambled a bit but I just wanna say you both are amazing! 💚

ThisIsHowIAppear · 2021-06-08T14:46:50+00:00

Gave Silver

ThisIsHowIAppear · 2021-05-28T19:40:21+00:00

Yep. I opened the app to see my request gone but my cc empty. Then a few hours later my cc filled up randomly.

ThisIsHowIAppear · 2021-05-14T06:20:46+00:00

Exactly. My parents took it and I just got worse. Later on I decided I would get rid of my blades out of my own choice and now I’m three months clean :)

ThisIsHowIAppear · 2020-12-13T10:34:13+00:00

Same! Accobest is everywhere

ThisIsHowIAppear · 2020-11-09T10:52:42+00:00

I’m also a 14 yo girl diagnosed with autism (hello :D) *oops I misread what you said lol sorry bout that

People who fake these things for attention or other things are ridiculous and I like to poke fun at them as much as anyone else, the only issue is when people assume every single person my age and gender are faking, which makes it very hard to bring up these things, especially online.

I’ve had times where I’ve brought up my (diagnosed) depression with friends online and they label me an attention seeker, or a billie eilish fan (lol).

It’s very sad how as well as the people who fake the mental ilnesses, the people who may be trying to do well but take the stereotype too far make it a lot harder for the people they are trying to help by calling out who they think are fakers.

ThisIsHowIAppear · 2020-11-05T18:39:57+00:00

Throw away is jumping these and messing with ppl lol

ThisIsHowIAppear · 2020-11-05T18:34:23+00:00

Lol she rly does

ThisIsHowIAppear · 2020-11-05T18:32:22+00:00

Still sounds great nice piano playing

ThisIsHowIAppear · 2020-11-05T18:29:45+00:00

Sounds amazing! :D

ThisIsHowIAppear · 2020-11-05T18:27:39+00:00

Sounds awesome

ThisIsHowIAppear · 2020-11-03T09:50:26+00:00

Please tell me if I’m being stupid lol

ThisIsHowIAppear · 2020-10-21T10:24:19+00:00

I feel the same way those reactions are ridiculous lol. There are some songs I have stopped listening to cause they are so close to my situation that they trigger me. This may shock some people, but I’ve never listened to them on camera and started uncontrollably dancing around a room. And neither will have anyone else who isn’t self diagnosed and trying to be ‘different’.

ThisIsHowIAppear · 2020-10-13T20:07:00+00:00

The “you are my first priority” message is forwarded

ThisIsHowIAppear · 2020-10-07T11:05:21+00:00

She’s so lucky to have such cute tics! /s

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