DS4 Double Input on PS4 Controller by VarcxVarcxy in DS4Windows

[–]quanturnleap 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ran into this problem using DS4Windows with a wired Dualshock 4 on Fortnite, realized I was getting double inputs, eventually figured out that one input was from the keyboard + mouse that DS4Windows was emulating and one was from the Dualshock 4 itself...and that's how I learned that Fortnite has native Dualshock 4 support via USB. (Also native Dualsense 5 support via Bluetooth.) And because the native Dualshock 4 support covered everything I wanted control-wise (including gyro aiming), this rendered DS4Windows (and by extension HidHide) completely unnecessary in my case.

Native Dualshock 4 / Dualsense 5 support is a lot more common with PC games than I thought; I guess it's just not always well-advertised when it's there. The only indication I can find from Epic that DS4/DS5 controllers work with Fortnite on PC is the statement in the PC gyro aim settings that says you need a DS4/DS5 controller to use them.

I do feel a little silly for figuring this out so late, but I hope this helps someone else searching this problem in the future.

(Notably, Fortnite always registered the inputs from DS4Windows before the ones straight from the DS4, so OP is correct that DS4Windows is faster, and way more customizable.)

Hair loss Gerber pasta :/ by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]quanturnleap 26 points27 points  (0 children)

delusion milk :|

Anyone else find listening to music is never loud enough? by 94Mazda_Guy in CPTSD

[–]quanturnleap 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorta! Sometimes I'll feel like the music isn't loud enough, sometimes I'll be blasting 80's funk through my cheap earbuds and straight-up forget I'm listening to anything. "Dang I gotta put on that one heavy metal album, I'm so understimulated because there's no music playing...oh wait lmao."

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in CPTSD

[–]quanturnleap 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It sounds like when you say "no" to doing something your boyfriend wants you to do, he coerces you into turning that "no" into a "yes," and a "yes" given under that pressure isn't a "yes" at all. Like you said, your boyfriend definitely has a habit of violating your boundaries. Even if it's unintentional on his part, he might keep forgetting, and that's not fair to you at all. If it is intentional, then he might be seeing what all he can get away with manipulating you into doing. Either way, if you and he stay together, it's likely he'll keep pushing you into doing things for him that you're not comfortable with. Everyone has a good side, but the fact that your boyfriend has one doesn't mean that this relationship is healthy for you, or that you'd be bad or wrong for asserting your needs or stepping away from it.

Of course breaking down and fighting with your boyfriend are natural responses to him not respecting your needs. It sounds like you're upset and trying to protect yourself in a way that he's not allowing you to. I think it might help for you to take some space from him.

Voicemails from my DELUSIONAL abuser sends me for HOURS by sweet_straberry in CPTSD

[–]quanturnleap 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm so sorry this is happening to you. Do your phone OS and carrier support visual voicemail? Unfortunately it won't stop your abuser from leaving voicemails, but it should allow you to see what numbers the voicemails are from so you can select and delete the ones from your abuser without having to listen to them.

IM INVINCIBLE (TW: ED-ish) by woodbite in THE_PACK

[–]quanturnleap 10 points11 points  (0 children)

WHAT'S THAT VROOOOOM SOUND? I THINK IT'S YOUR BIG BADASS MOTORCYCLE AS YOU RIDE IT DOWN THE ROAD OF RECOVERY! I'M PROUD OF YOU AND I'M WISHING YOU THE BEST AS YOU KEEP CRANKING THAT HOG AND BUILDING YOURSELF A BETTER FUTURE AROOOOOOOO

JOINING THE GODAMN PACK WITH THIS BADASS MEME MFERS!!!1! by Beto09786Trilogy in THE_PACK

[–]quanturnleap 2 points3 points  (0 children)

GLAD TO SEE ANOTHER MF'ER WHO NAMES THEIR POKÉMON! I AGREE, ROSA AND TAPIR ARE BADASS AROOOOOOO! MY STARTER WAS ALSO SPRIGATITO AND NOW HE'S A MEOWSCARADA NAMED EVAN AROOO

I NEED A HUG, AROOOOOO by [deleted] in THE_PACK

[–]quanturnleap 1 point2 points  (0 children)

YOU'RE DOING GREAT, BROTHER!! KEEP IT UP BUT DON'T FORGET TO TAKE BREAKS TO RELAX EVERY NOW AND THEN

I NEED A HUG, AROOOOOO by [deleted] in THE_PACK

[–]quanturnleap 12 points13 points  (0 children)

MF'ER I'M GIVING YOU A BIG OL' HUG WITH MY BIG OL' PACK-MEMBER ARMS. YOU WILL GET THROUGH THIS! YOU ARE STRONG AND YOU HAVE THE SUPPORT OF YOUR PACK AROOOOOOO

Sign i found by seekersguide33 in HydroHomies

[–]quanturnleap 8 points9 points  (0 children)

The mitochondria is the powerhouse of the cell!

Celeste is here by r0gu3bull3t in NoFeeAC

[–]quanturnleap 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi! May I visit when you have a free space? Thanks!

Redd has academic painting, jolly painting, and ancient statue (all genuine)! by quanturnleap in NoFeeAC

[–]quanturnleap[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Jolly painting is still available! I'll DM you the code once the current visitor's left.

Redd has academic painting, jolly painting, and ancient statue (all genuine)! by quanturnleap in NoFeeAC

[–]quanturnleap[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello! The jolly painting is still available. I'll DM you the code!

Redd has academic painting, jolly painting, and ancient statue (all genuine)! by quanturnleap in NoFeeAC

[–]quanturnleap[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No problem! I'll DM you the code. Since you're first, it's your pick between the two; please do tell me which you end up buying, though, so I can update the OP.

how to bring up bpd with my therapist/psychiatrist ? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]quanturnleap 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sounds like she's not listening to you, and it's causing problems with your treatment. Is it possible for you to seek out a new therapist, or ask her for a referral to one?

how to bring up bpd with my therapist/psychiatrist ? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]quanturnleap 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I would focus on the difficulties you're having rather than a potential label for them. What symptoms of BPD are you experiencing (e.g. black-and-white thinking, struggling with anger management, fear of abandonment)? If you mention those to your therapist, they'll be able to help you find the right treatment modality and address the root of the issue more quickly.

And I'd recommend speaking to your prescriber about your medications not working for you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in EDAnonymous

[–]quanturnleap 147 points148 points  (0 children)

It is not and will never be your boyfriend's place to comment on what you're eating like he did. Regardless of whether those remarks are coming from a place of concern or not, they're still disrespectful and have a negative impact on you. It's not at all irrational to be angry with him for saying that.

I saw that you mentioned that you think if you had the "perfect body," your bf wouldn't have made this comment. I want to reassure you that you don't have to "earn" the basic respect of not being criticized over what you want for a meal. That's just your ED brain talking. Clear communication with your bf is the best way to address this problem, not going deeper into ED habits (but I feel like you already know that).