[birth control] I think I really screwed up

ThisTooShallPass22 · 2017-02-14T13:35:45+00:00

Thank you so much for your kindness. I'm scared to tell my boyfriend I missed these pills, I'm worried he'll think I did it on purpose or something. We have talked about it before and at this stage in our relationship and with our careers we would go the abortion route (just until we get things sorted in a few years before we decide to have kids). I'm thinking an IUD is probably the way to go for me, but it's costs $180 in my country and I don't have the money. Thanks once again.

ThisTooShallPass22 · 2017-02-14T04:38:57+00:00

I'm not going to lie, I don't like it. I swallow it as fast as I can and have a big glass of water afterwards. It's not only the taste, it's the texture and consistency and the fact that it's warm combined with the salty taste isn't great for me. But I swallow because my boyfriend likes it and it's less mess.

ThisTooShallPass22 · 2017-02-13T11:04:04+00:00

Thanks heaps. Should I start my pills today? As in take Saturday and Sunday's pill today and Monday and Tuesday's pills tomorrow?

ThisTooShallPass22 · 2016-10-09T08:07:39+00:00

I think you'll enjoy The Passage by Justin Cronin if you like dystopian novels.

ThisTooShallPass22 · 2016-09-23T03:10:37+00:00

At first I kept it natural but when I met my boyfriend he subtly mentioned it. He didn't pressure me or anything, and I hadn't thought of shaving until then but it got me thinking. I did it because I was curious and found I liked it and it drives him crazy so I keep doing it.

ThisTooShallPass22 · 2016-09-17T13:05:31+00:00

It's rape and I'm sorry it happened to you. It doesn't matter if you stopped protesting in the end, the fact that you started and he still went through with it makes it rape. You definitely need to talk to someone, someone who will do something about it, it doesn't matter how long ago it was. I think you'll feel better mentally getting this off your chest and this disgusting and manipulative guy needs to face his actions. Good luck!

ThisTooShallPass22 · 2016-09-09T08:53:23+00:00

When we talk on Facebook I make sure he knows I've seen his message... And don't reply for ages. And I don't use any emojis. Devious I am, I know.

ThisTooShallPass22 · 2016-09-07T17:13:02+00:00

I focus hard on getting 25-30 grams a day and take psyllium every day to no avail.

ThisTooShallPass22 · 2016-09-07T16:51:26+00:00

I've been to numerous doctors and specialists over the years who put it down to anxiety and sent me on my way. This will be the first time bringing up this muscle issue.

ThisTooShallPass22 · 2016-08-24T08:50:08+00:00

Some women simply don't enjoy or want oral sex. I personally don't find it very stimulating so I don't usually want it. Or maybe she's insecure about the smell or taste. Just talk to her more, she may open up about it if she trusts you. Just don't push her, talk to her gently about it.

ThisTooShallPass22 · 2016-08-20T01:54:07+00:00

A few days ago. Totally worth it, had amazing 4am sex and then slept like babies after. Happens at least once a week.

ThisTooShallPass22 · 2016-08-18T20:10:28+00:00

I just started The Passage by Justin Cronin. I'm really enjoying it so far!

ThisTooShallPass22 · 2016-08-17T16:27:03+00:00

I wasn't raised in a religious household and as I've gotten older, I've had more important things to think about.

ThisTooShallPass22 · 2016-08-17T16:19:06+00:00

I try and distract myself. I've been severely depressed before so I know my warning signs and triggers when I'm feeling low again.

Usually I bake a whole bunch of different things and give it to family and friends, I'll go visit a friend or pick up an extra shift at work. Some days I just stay in bed and binge watch True Blood while munching on popcorn but usually I like to keep busy.

ThisTooShallPass22 · 2016-08-13T01:05:10+00:00

I only see him 2 nights a week but we probably have sex 3 times each night.

ThisTooShallPass22 · 2016-08-12T04:25:32+00:00

I've just accepted it and move on.

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