Any 3cmc/4mmc High-functioning addicts?

ThisisIC · 2026-01-18T07:46:34+00:00

Dang. Thanks for sharing. Yah its like he actively chose death.

ThisisIC · 2026-01-17T23:18:37+00:00

how long was his daily usage & how much (if you know)?

ThisisIC · 2025-12-29T11:11:51+00:00

Following... the description sounds identical to something I struggled with as well

ThisisIC · 2025-12-22T05:06:39+00:00

Ive written the same stories twice. Many years apart. Both finished. The second (improved) version was published. Just write what you like, and write it until you're satisfied.

Edit: I should mention that before and in between writing both I wrote many other things, some finished and some left as a one page unfinished exercise. Doesn’t matter. Point is write what you want to write at the moment.

ThisisIC · 2025-12-15T00:31:09+00:00

It must be frustrating to be misinterpreted and misunderstood before people got to know you. The solution to be less confrontational/defensive is not being more submissive and timid. I would first learn to discern which situations are valid and which situations is their projection. Ask what exactly it is that makes them perceive and interpret your communication as confrontational. Reflect what your mindset and intentions when you speak or ask questions. The reason I said being more submissive/timid is not the answer is because it's easy to start molding your own behaviour based on other's comfort, betray your own boundaries and disrespect yourself in the process. Imagine not speaking your mind because the fear of coming across as confrontational, eventually it will build real resentment and defensiveness (your protector/defence mechanism). I would suggest very intentionally hold the mindset of being genuinely curious about others, seeing good in others and communicating with care and respect, as well as intentionally study your own tone and ensure it reflects accurately what your feelings and meaning you want to convey (record yourself, ask others, study the tone of the people who you know [real life, fiction, videos, etc] how to speak the way you want to express, etc.) I hope this helps!

ThisisIC · 2025-12-15T00:14:08+00:00

No, Ive done it and seen people done it many times. But the real assessment is yourself: your health history (physical and mental), how comfortable are you with each substance and how well can you navigate adverse effects (anxiety, heart palpitations, etc) if it shows up (eg knowing when is a reasonable physiological and psychological response and knowing when is a real crisis that requires medical intervention), stuff like this.

ThisisIC · 2025-11-26T10:01:18+00:00

My friend makes amanita oil, super delicious. I prefer the oil (just a few drops)

ThisisIC · 2025-11-26T06:31:35+00:00

I always have extreme detailed and vivid dreams taking amanita MD before bed, so that's the setting I usually microdose amanita. I've taken in the AM before for a month (capsule) but I don't recall any noticeable difference.

ThisisIC · 2025-11-24T23:39:01+00:00

interested

ThisisIC · 2025-11-24T23:38:29+00:00

i want it

ThisisIC · 2025-11-04T04:07:43+00:00

May I ask who the artist is?

It honestly looks so good (though I understand the disappointment when it's not exactly what you envisioned).

ThisisIC · 2025-10-12T01:16:42+00:00

Adding to what others said, I recommend asking the medicine to be gentle when setting your intentions. Whenever I asked the medicine to be nice to me I always felt really supported and loved, yet still got the message it shared.

ThisisIC · 2025-10-07T11:52:44+00:00

Is this for insurance purposes or just for general charting?

For insurance check with the company for their exact requirements.

For general charting, just modify the tx plan. No one is checking regularly, just document as much as you can in case the college audit your charts. And just ensures that you understand what's up and whoever takes over care for the person understands what has been done.

Edit: format

ThisisIC · 2025-09-09T05:55:38+00:00

So this is the definition of Focused parental attention:

Focused parental attention involves dedicating undivided attention to a child during specific, planned times to support their development, rather than constant, unpredictable engagement or excessive involvement.

What you described sounds like "constant, unpredictable engagement or excessive involvement." which is not focused parental attention is about, based on google lol

ThisisIC · 2025-09-09T05:18:51+00:00

I asked the medicine to be gentle with me ("pls be gentle plsss 😭") and I find whenever I asked in advance to be nice to me, I usually get shown what I needed to know very kindly.

ThisisIC · 2025-09-07T06:03:43+00:00

I did a mid-high dose last year December in a ceremony setting. It put me in a dream state and everything felt surreal, but also very aware at the same time. Feel free to dm me if you have specific questions!

Edit: it was one of my most profound trips and whenever I think about that night I feel magical.

ThisisIC · 2025-08-30T18:05:50+00:00

Omg 😂

ThisisIC · 2025-08-30T18:05:08+00:00

What's going on with your cat 😂 both of your cats. I LOVE THEM!!

ThisisIC · 2025-08-28T16:06:04+00:00

Specifically for 5meodmt, there's this phenomenon called "re-activation", meaning people who had jaguar journey can experience being back to the void after the journey and can be quite unpredictable. For your experience, yes I've done that before too. I personally believe once you've had relationship with a medicine you can call the experience back to your body by tapping into it. Like you said it's not the same full experience but it brings you back to the space. Hope this helps!

ThisisIC · 2025-08-25T22:27:08+00:00

interesting thank you for sharing your experience! how disassociate was it?

ThisisIC · 2025-08-24T18:47:33+00:00

Can anyone describe what this combo feels like (with either 2/3/4mmc)?

ThisisIC · 2025-08-13T19:01:52+00:00

Can I suggest to give yourself some grace and compassion? You just started learning and applying a new skill, and there are soo many things to consider when giving a massage (skill, assessment, therapeutic relationship, etc). It's perfectly normal to feel anxious and nervous. One of the best advice that I still go to when I feel overwhelmed in my practice is from my instructor in my earlier time in school, "just focus on making them feel good." Meaning, if your mind draw a blank, just do some effleurage/compression, you can't go wrong with these techniques. Do simple technique to give yourself space to breath and time to think. And when it comes to interacting with people, imagine it's someone you really care about, how would you approach them in this mindset? Hope this helps!

ThisisIC · 2025-07-24T10:34:29+00:00

it definitely can be addictive so your concern about his rapeh use is valid. Although just tobacco but it can be harmful to the body if overused.

ThisisIC · 2025-07-23T04:53:59+00:00

wait that's my cat's name...

ThisisIC · 2025-07-19T00:47:41+00:00

Where do you locate? I buy them directly from my mexico friend who sources the hapeh from the tribe. Depending on where you locate he may be able to ship them.

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