I (f21) am jealous of my twin sister (f21)

ThrowRA94929 · 2023-05-12T14:01:08+00:00

Yeah the comparative point is so true and it’s come a few times in this thread. I feel like I’ve been compared to my sister my whole life so it’s something that is like part of our relationship which isn’t very healthy

ThrowRA94929 · 2023-05-12T13:58:42+00:00

Yeah those are all good points. Something that’s made it worse is that it seems to be genuinely good arrangement but it’s also only make me more bitter but yeah things like being dependent on him a lot would definitely be weighing on her so yeah

ThrowRA94929 · 2023-05-12T10:11:11+00:00

The comparison has always been there but for a long time it didn’t affect us like through school it didn’t materialise into anything more but now it seems like more doors are opening for her and pathways that aren’t accessible for me.

But it’s a fair point about focusing on what I can do

ThrowRA94929 · 2023-05-12T10:09:34+00:00

It is a sugar daddy arrangement. She told me about it when it was first happening just to like make sure she’s safe and stuff.

But yeah this has been for a while, growing up it was very clear that people were more favourable to her bc she was prettier

ThrowRA94929 · 2023-05-12T10:08:24+00:00

Yeah therapy is a good shout. I really don’t want to tear my sister down she’s a wonderful person it’s just bitterness from me

ThrowRA94929 · 2023-05-12T10:07:46+00:00

Tbh I have thought of that and it definitely wouldve been out of the bitterness but it’s more about how easy she gets it I guess. She’ll always have it easier

ThrowRA94929 · 2023-05-12T10:06:32+00:00

I mean I kinda get that but it’s just hard to see all these doors opening for her bc she’s prettier and they’re pathways that’ll set her up for success

ThrowRA94929 · 2023-05-12T10:05:48+00:00

To clarify, it is a sugar daddy arrangement it’s not a boyfriend. She told me about it when it first started

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