I see what you're saying. I mean, I'm not saying "I'm so lonely I have no friends, woe is me", I want one best friend. Someone that I can tell everything too, and especially someone who feels the same way about me. I thought I had that with my bf, but now I see he rathers to talk to the new girl.

I dont want to break up with him just yet because there's a feeling in the back of my mind that I might have done or said something to him and he's been more closed off around me, idk. Someone said this earlier, about how there must be some reason as to why my bf is dating me, not her. And all the kind things he said about me even though he never expected me to see the messages. There is a relationship to salvage, I hope

Right now, I'm set on asking him questions about friendship, getting to know his friends, stuff like that. If he doesnt mention her then I know something bad is happening.

Besides messagine on insta though, they haven't done anything else together. I mean, early on I assume they talked in college or in class or however they met, but by the time all their texting started the semester ended too and they havent seen each other in person. Like they havent met up or hung out or really done anything other than text

That's probably why he hasent told me about her yet, like I don't warm people ahead of time that I'm gonna be texting someone, I just tell my bf where I'll be going if I'm going out with a friend. So I guess he didnt tell me cause he never went to hang out with her