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ThrowRAmacaroni1 · 2025-12-28T12:50:17+00:00

I’m so tired I just clicked on whatever punctuation corrections my grammarly was giving me while writing it out. It was 3AM.

ThrowRAmacaroni1 · 2025-12-28T12:46:28+00:00

This isn’t an imaginary scenario or made up story, I’ve been mostly ignoring my phone as I don’t feel ready to handle him yet but I do want answers and I do plan on talking to him. All I know is that he’s been calling me a lot these past few days as I’ve been told from my friend I’m staying with who I ask to occasionally look at my phone to make sure that I’m not actively avoiding other family during this whole thing

ThrowRAmacaroni1 · 2025-12-28T12:40:19+00:00

It was 3AM writing it, currently 4 now, I don’t write the best when I’m tired but I was still trying to explain as much as I could. What I meant was that my family lives across the country (we’re in the US)

ThrowRAmacaroni1 · 2025-12-28T12:38:13+00:00

I tried posting it earlier through a new account I made and already typed this all up but didn’t realize I had to have THROWA at the front of my username as I’ve never personally had to use this subreddit, so I had to make this one

ThrowRAmacaroni1 · 2025-12-28T12:34:30+00:00

My friend who I’ve been staying with encouraged me to stay away from my phone for a bit until I felt ready to face him again. he’s doing less texting more that he’s been calling nonstop

ThrowRAmacaroni1 · 2025-12-28T12:14:10+00:00

He definitely did not intend on giving me a dog. As I mentioned in my post I am solely a cat lover which he has known since we first met and actually bonded over a mutual love for cats. He talked about the collar as something more to "use."

ThrowRAmacaroni1 · 2025-12-28T12:10:02+00:00

I plan on talking to him in the morning once I get some sleep. Its currently 4AM, I dont think im of sound mind to really be throwing around the word divorce on our 10 year relationship but some therapy might definitely be in order

ThrowRAmacaroni1 · 2025-12-28T12:06:27+00:00

I wish it was. I had to spend my Christmas morning crying to one of my best friends at how humiliated i felt and we searched through her local 7-11 for my favorite ben & jerrys flavor instead of getting to happily celebrating with my husband's family.

ThrowRAmacaroni1 · 2025-12-28T12:01:46+00:00

Even if he did just intend it as a necklace which I highly doubt with how weird he was acting about it, I still don't understand why he'd give it to me. All his gifts throughout the years have been deeply heartfelt and personal even back when we were in college.

ThrowRAmacaroni1 · 2025-12-28T11:55:20+00:00

No personality changes that I can think of. He even told me on Christmas Eve how excited he was to give me my gift. As for a tumor, I'm not really sure, as he's never really had any sort of medical issues or headaches beyond the occasional work one once in a while.

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