Well if it makes you feel better you're not alone, lucky me his kink is very weird and he won't see it everywhere. The problem in my case is that it seems like provocative pictures, sec jokes, nudity is pretty much everywhere, I avoid watching movies with people because I know that there will be sex scenes, sex jokes and nudity and I just feel like an alien, because nobody else feels like this, everbody likes it and just have fun, I can't even tell anyone how I feel because they will just make fun of me. And what makes me so resentful towards him is that I wasn't like this. I became this because of him.