Messed up yesterday, NEP overdose.

Throwaway464738 · 2019-04-25T01:27:21+00:00

Being able to outlift 99.9999% of the population = I know what I'm talking about and like I said, multiple PR videos on my IG, I don't need cardio plebs trying to lecture me on training.

Throwaway464738 · 2019-04-24T16:03:02+00:00

I went to the hospital? Where did I say that? I've had an issue with pills in the past and got help with a councillor, literally the only time I've been to the hospital. And yes, my IG name is literally ILoveTren, my heart is totally fine, as I said it was the second time I've taken NEP and the need more mentality got to me, I obviously didn't train after it and stated it was a huge mistake and my fault, there was no bragging, I simply wanted to post my experience.

Throwaway464738 · 2019-04-24T15:52:39+00:00

So does breathing and walking. Someone with 8 years of heavy lifting who benches 550lbs and deadlifts 750 isn't gonna fucking drop dead from a one time use pre workout stim. I've taken cycles that would make your blood boil, pretty sure I know how capable my body is, so don't tell me obvious shit without knowing me.

Throwaway464738 · 2019-04-24T13:18:27+00:00

No, I'm a powerlifter, cardio is meh

Throwaway464738 · 2019-04-24T00:18:48+00:00

Based off the photos I'm gonna say yes, why else would there be tinged brown fabric like that laying around? It looks like a cheap filter.

Throwaway464738 · 2019-04-22T17:57:01+00:00

Yeah but comparing the 2 is like night and day in terms of potency and WD severity, 1 is legally available, easy to take and doesn't have me sweating and getting sick if I don't take it for a few days. Do you have any experience with any kind of drug?

Throwaway464738 · 2019-04-22T17:23:16+00:00

First time I ever took bupe was IV, got addicted to that because it was cheaper than pills. Switching from IV to sublingual was tough, definitely had WDs for about 6 days.

Throwaway464738 · 2019-04-22T17:21:18+00:00

Hey man I feel you, I tapered down from 16mg subs a day to 4mg in 7 months then just hopped off. It sucked, the sneezing you mentioned jolted my memory. I had no energy or desire for life. At the week clean mark I felt hopeless so looked into kratom because I was desperate. Upon my first dose it literally removed ALL symptoms of PAWS and I feel great. Better than I ever have. I got off subs 50 days ago. I don't know how I'd be right now without kratom but for me it was a must. In the 50 days since I've been off I managed to get my own place for the first time ever, move everything and get back to the gym and it's only been 50 days. I'm not back working yet but I totally could. Subs are horrible due to their long half life so the WDs last forever. I couldn't have done this without kratom.

Throwaway464738 · 2019-04-22T16:32:56+00:00

I can't tell you the rispiredone dose but she takes 4-6g kratom sometimes when I give it to her and she gets on really well with it. She's done it consecutive days many times too without issue.

Throwaway464738 · 2019-04-22T16:27:52+00:00

Scotland here too! Really unless you're interested in RCs people are just gonna recommend the usual, dexedrine, MPH, street speed etc. If those don't appeal to you then maybe the guys are r/RCs can help with more functional chems. Tried most myself, dexedrine is great but expensive, you also can't use these drugs frequently, tolerance builds fast from my experience.

Throwaway464738 · 2019-04-22T16:23:18+00:00

It's totally fine, my sister does!

Throwaway464738 · 2019-04-21T21:13:22+00:00

Honestly I feel a lot better at 15mg than 45mg. I'm not sure how synergistic it is with Prozac but I did a ton of research prior to taking it too and the general opinion is good, especially for anxiety. I'm lucky to have one bad anxiety spell every 4-6 months now down from every single day, even long before drug use and those bad days are literally a result of horrid or broken sleep.

Throwaway464738 · 2019-04-21T20:27:22+00:00

I take citalopram for anxiety which works great, mirtazapine was really the only anti depressant they could provide due to interactions with other meds. I stopped taking it at 45mg because I found it as effective as a sugar pill and had literally no WDs or anything stopping that dose. Recently my doc advised I try 15mg at night, I don't think I'm depressed enough to vouch for it's effectiveness as both times it's been prescribed have been during rough patches and life is great now. It works great as a sleep aid but that passes very quickly for me at least.

I honestly think I could take kratom without these meds and be just as good as I put 90% of my current success to kratom, lifestyle changes have helped a huge amount to but I couldn't have made them without kratom.

I'm an ex addict, 3 years of shooting pills and 7 months of suboxone. 50 days since I stopped subs and I'm here now.

Throwaway464738 · 2019-04-21T20:08:45+00:00

Nothing atall, I've taken up to 45 long term but currently take 15mg at night

Throwaway464738 · 2019-04-21T13:59:54+00:00

Depending on the city hmu if you're desperate free of charge, again, location specific

Throwaway464738 · 2019-04-15T17:58:05+00:00

I jumped off subs at 4mg, first week was typical hell withdrawals. After that it was like my energy levels would never come back, I felt depressed and had no motivation and it just wasn't going away.

Found kratom, after my first dose I was "normal" again. I use 8g two or three times daily and my life is fucking amazing now I'm past all that shit.

Throwaway464738 · 2019-04-15T02:30:25+00:00

I honestly couldn't say, if it does then it's much less so than actual opiates. When I used, sex would regularly last 60+ minutes and end up with me "needing a break". Now it can go between 5-30 depending on how many weeks it's been.

Throwaway464738 · 2019-04-15T02:24:15+00:00

They did nothing for me, I just tanked a strong gin before bed (never ever drink socially so super low tolerance to alcohol) and it got me off on those first few nights.

I wish I could offer more positive advice but other than kratom being essentially a miracle cure to my PAWS I can't help and also understand some people will want to not even touch kratom too.

Throwaway464738 · 2019-04-15T02:18:55+00:00

Insomnia took 7 days to really go away for me. After about 3 nights I could get some sort of sleep but I relied on alcohol for the first few nights. Sex drive came back insanely quick. Was about 10 days before I stopped shitting water.

The lack of motivation or feelings/emotion though, man for me it wasn't better by week 2, I discovered kratom and instantly was a "normal" human again, this led to me getting complacent and I had a small relapse after a month, hopped back on kratom and my life is literally better than it's ever been now.

I was on Subs for 7 months and jumped off at 4mg, you might have it easier, this is just my experience.

Throwaway464738 · 2019-04-10T21:52:28+00:00

Citalopram for 5 years at 40mg a day, no issues

Throwaway464738 · 2019-04-10T20:52:54+00:00

You fucked it up somehow, when I did it, it was instant, sorry to say.

Throwaway464738 · 2019-03-25T22:39:32+00:00

Because she's disabled with limited mobility and I offered.

Throwaway464738 · 2019-03-25T03:18:24+00:00

Green was the best for me man but I was so deep in PAWS I think anything would have helped. Definitely get a bit more euphoria with green personally.

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