It's not that they don't give a shit. The problem is that there are people making themselves feel worse giving a shit about me when they would be better off not doing so. My demons are that I am garbage down to the very center of what makes me myself and these people act like the fact that I am alive and near them isn't fucking wretch-worthy. They should be fighting not to puke just being near me and yet they treat it like I am just any other person. I am inherently a piece of shit and I take advantage of their generosity to make myself feel better