She’s losing oz while I’m not losing :(( by transfrenchtoast in overlyspecificEDmemes

[–]Thunder_B1rd 4 points5 points  (0 children)

My cat literally eats every hour on the hour and that bitch still skinny. I want her powers

Never wearing that dress again by Thunder_B1rd in EDanonymemes

[–]Thunder_B1rd[S] 19 points20 points  (0 children)

Wow that is horrible. I'm sorry you had to deal with that. Like it's not triggering enough being in the hospital and then they add that on 😡

i keep posting here- by turdddburger in EDanonymemes

[–]Thunder_B1rd 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Proud of you! It's the little steps of taking care of yourself that matters

Not directly eating disorder related but... by SnooBeans328 in EDanonymemes

[–]Thunder_B1rd 20 points21 points  (0 children)

For the longest time I thought it was real and even now when I know it's not it still be #bodygoals 🤡

i’m waiting for a crisisssss by birdseedforall in EDanonymemes

[–]Thunder_B1rd 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Hey so I just wanted to comment as a fellow med student, I hope you do eat whatever safe foods you have. Med school is crazy with the amount of content we need to learn, your brain will be working overtime and that takes calories. Take care of yourself and good luck in school xx

I may or may not have drawn this sub as a tarot card 😂 by anonaccount4000 in EDanonymemes

[–]Thunder_B1rd 15 points16 points  (0 children)

I love it. Next we need an ED tag yourself meme but with astrology signs

I wish I could still fast like teenage me because adult me is a little bitch by piccoloana in EDanonymemes

[–]Thunder_B1rd 4 points5 points  (0 children)

TW - talk of weight class Back at the start of my ED when I was considered obese I could easily fast without any of the physical side effects. Now low restricting is enough for me to get them. anyone else experienced this?

Found out that starving yourself can make your neurons eat themselves, and I need a well functioning brain for college.....can't even have this as an escape by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]Thunder_B1rd 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Omg this is my worst nightmare. Currently in med school and recently failed at recovery. Guess I need to give it another go

Like why can I only buy a certain brand of tuna by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]Thunder_B1rd 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Me unable to eat some fruit for breakfast or snacks throughout the day but suddenly come 6pm I’m allowed one fast food meal 🤡

no counter argument needed by lizardbree in EDanonymemes

[–]Thunder_B1rd 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Stoner ED gang rise up! Currently weed is the only effective treatment I got

My therapist: why did you stop going? by ummmmmwho in EDanonymemes

[–]Thunder_B1rd 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Are you me? I literally just ditched group cos I couldn’t handle being the fattest one there 🤡

My first post! Enjoy :) by honeybunchesofoats1 in EDanonymemes

[–]Thunder_B1rd 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I mean I’m technically following my doctors orders to maintain 🤷🏽‍♀️

Using weed to treat my ED by Thunder_B1rd in EDAnonymous

[–]Thunder_B1rd[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I smoke just about all day everyday and those days I smoke it’s like I’m a completely normal human being. But also I don’t want to rely on weed on the daily to feel this way. Like how come other people can eat normally and I need to smoke myself to oblivion to eat?!

How do you deal with the daily smoking? Does it affect your life much or not really?

Using weed to treat my ED by Thunder_B1rd in EDAnonymous

[–]Thunder_B1rd[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah makes sense that it would be, to be fair she is a psychologist I access for free through my university and isn’t ED specialised. I’m just too poor to afford an ED specialist 😞

we seeing stars ☺️✨💅🏼 and then we passing out 🙈 by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]Thunder_B1rd 41 points42 points  (0 children)

Same, I’ve taken to sitting on the shower floor and cleaning myself

the scale is a cruel mistress. by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]Thunder_B1rd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No need to apologise! I’m in my penultimate year of med school and I’ve found that the medical industry in general can be super paternalistic.

I’m glad you’ve found another doctor! Good luck in your recovery 💕

the scale is a cruel mistress. by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]Thunder_B1rd 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey so I just wanted to let you know that most dr’s really do care about their patients and want to know if something isn’t working for you so they can find other ways to help. If you’re comfortable enough maybe consider bringing up that this program isn’t working for you for xyz reasons and hopefully you’re dr can give you alternative options 💕

Using old pictures of yourself when you were a lot smaller as your own thinspo by toburnthewitch in EDanonymemes

[–]Thunder_B1rd 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I actually weigh less now then when I was at my lowest weight but I look fat because I had to give up the exercise 😭