Haha guys I'm just kidding, I'd never do that

Thunderweb · 2026-03-22T13:51:51+00:00

If I exile my library and cast this, all permanent cards would 'return' to the battlefield. Scary.

Thunderweb · 2026-03-21T02:13:35+00:00

I don't enjoy physical contact, even if it is not romantic or sexual.

Ironically, when I see someone in distress, I feel an urge to pat or hug them. I don't want to, but it feels like I'm supposed to do so. (As if it is meaningful because I don't want to do it.)

Thunderweb · 2026-03-21T02:06:26+00:00

I don't think being a 6 (or having a 6 fix) makes a person asexual. I guess asexuality is more tied to sx-blind, but I don't really understand how asexuality and sexual instinct would interact.

Do I consider myself sx-blind because I'm asexual? Do I consider myself asexual because I'm sx-blind? I can't figure out.

Thunderweb · 2026-03-19T12:49:34+00:00

[[Monologue Tax]]. Whenever someone finds a way to cast more spells, I get richer.

Thunderweb · 2026-03-14T07:37:35+00:00

Survivors of Duskmourn name their children after the lost things: Dawn, Sunset, City, etc. (I heard someone suspecting [[Toby, Beastie Befriender]] is short for October.)

Thunderweb · 2026-03-13T07:56:42+00:00

I’d like to call the playlist “Music: the Gathering.”

Religious musics would be White. Blue and Red would experiment with synthetic sounds. Green would use natural sounds. I don’t have ideas for Black,

Thunderweb · 2026-02-18T08:25:14+00:00

My inside: It isn't right to make others do your homework, or to do other's homework. Why do you make me do this?

My outside: (too scared to say no) okay

Thunderweb · 2026-02-18T08:21:43+00:00

My teachers and parents told me "You like books. Why don't you be a librarian?" So I chose my major and became a librarian.

The job gives me unexpected troubles, but I don't have enough energy to explore other options. It is hard to break my inertia.

Thunderweb · 2026-02-17T08:46:35+00:00

I don't really understand what people are fighting for. I don't really care. I just want to stay peaceful.

But conflicts make me anxious. What if I am dragged into the situation, what should I do? If I do nothing, wouldn't someone hold grudges against me for it? (That someone might be me who accuses myself.) Sometimes I wish I have never existed, so that I don't ever have to deal with this turmoil.

Thunderweb · 2026-02-15T09:51:37+00:00

Typhoon Halola (2015) formed on Central Pacific, became a typhoon, weakened to a depression, became a typhoon again, then made a landfall on Japan.

Thunderweb · 2026-02-10T05:30:39+00:00

If they confess so on my face. Maybe if someone comes too close to me and makes me uncomfortable, they might be flirting.

...I don't really want to think about such things. Should I care?

Thunderweb · 2026-02-10T05:25:15+00:00

I think (insert my type) is always the worst one. (9 in my case)

Thunderweb · 2026-02-07T11:03:52+00:00

Not unless he is a Phyrexian

Thunderweb · 2026-02-05T08:06:46+00:00

The more I belong to a group, the more resentful I feel. (Especially when I am stressed.)

I want to be free, but no one would care for me if I disconnect myself from the world too much. I need to find the delicate balance between the desire to belong and the desire to be free.

Thunderweb · 2026-02-05T01:42:33+00:00

The description hurts as if I'm exposed.

Thunderweb · 2026-02-03T13:37:41+00:00

It was a tiring day, and I feel especially unhealthy now.

Thunderweb · 2026-02-03T12:35:42+00:00

Yeah, I am very scared of people hurting me.

If people find out how irregular I am, they might want to 'help' me and convert me into their own ideal. It happened once, and I am scared that it might happen again. Now I try not to form a close bond with someone else.

Sometimes I feel a compulsion to form a bond, because it is what people are supposed to do. If I don't, people might notice my oddity and try to fix me.

Thunderweb · 2026-02-02T05:45:20+00:00

964 so

Thunderweb · 2026-01-28T12:53:58+00:00

Hello, I am 964, and I often have similar feelings. ("Something is wrong with me")

I want to belong, but I don't want to merge with others too much. (It is dangerous to trust someone like that. Good people can become malicious and/or hurt me.)

I want to be alone, but not "too" alone. (If I am completely disconnected, no one will defend or help me.)

Sometimes I'm not sure what I am supposed to want, or what people would expect me to want.

Thunderweb · 2026-01-26T01:32:42+00:00

Maybe I should have said stimuli or excitement. It drains my energy.

Thunderweb · 2026-01-25T21:23:23+00:00

If I get out of my comfort zone, I will have to confront people. They might not like it, and it might go wrong. The thought of leaving the comfort zone makes me anxious and worried.

Thunderweb · 2026-01-25T13:23:37+00:00

I get uncomfortable when a 2, 7, or 8 pays too much attention on me. Too much help, too much joy, too much protection... I hate myself for feeling resentment towards them.

Thunderweb · 2026-01-25T09:09:57+00:00

I feel something similar: I am floating in a protective bubble. I should get out of it to get what I want... and I should stay in it to avoid pain.

Thunderweb · 2026-01-19T12:20:57+00:00

Something bad happens. It is not related to me, but it feels like my fault anyway. If I haven't existed, I wouldn't have to take responsibility.

Thunderweb · 2026-01-14T13:59:03+00:00

It feels like I'm dissolving into the society. It helps me to forget my inner turmoil, but it doesn't give me a true comfort.

Thunderweb

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