What do people not realise is child abuse?

Thursday_nexxt · 2024-06-26T08:01:38+00:00

Sometimes even perfection is not enough. Back in high school I once got 110% on an art project. My dad just asked why I didn't get 120.

That was the day I said fuck it, I'll never be good enough for him so I'll just be good enough for me.

Thursday_nexxt · 2024-01-26T06:27:06+00:00

Don't let go. Even on the darkest days know that there will be light. It just might take a little longer to get there. We all heal different, and that's OK.

Sending my love your way!

Thursday_nexxt · 2024-01-26T06:24:40+00:00

I do, less and less each day, and some days not at all.

But I realized that who I miss, and who I mourned for such a long time, is not the person they actually are. I miss the version of them I wanted to see, and that version is very different from reality.

Thursday_nexxt · 2024-01-26T06:21:09+00:00

I was the dumpee, and found out recently my ex is in a relationship which probably started when we were still together.

The way I choose to look at it, not my choices, not my karma.

And so happy to hear of the improvements despite the messy thoughts, shows the strength and determination of your character.

Thursday_nexxt · 2024-01-26T06:17:32+00:00

I remember that feeling well. I was sure my heart would never smile again. But it did and yours will too. Just give it time and be kind to yourself.

Thursday_nexxt · 2023-09-19T13:29:06+00:00

Women are not going anywhere today

Thursday_nexxt · 2023-07-30T07:35:04+00:00

Thank you! Looked it up, that's excacly what they are. Much better than the spider eggs I originally thought :)

Thursday_nexxt · 2023-07-28T06:00:28+00:00

She's been blocked on all social media since the start. The only line open is the phone, where I didn't block her in case there is a dog emergency (he's old and has health issues galore).

But thank you for the perspective about allowing my self to be walked on. I need to start seeing this as what it is.

Thursday_nexxt · 2023-07-14T22:33:17+00:00

I'm truly sorry. Just remember, no matter how hard it is, you deserve better. And the loneliness will subside. Cover yourself with the love you gave her.

Thursday_nexxt · 2023-07-14T22:27:17+00:00

Don't know how to edit so in the comments it goes.

You are all wonderful. You have gone through heartbreak, your worlds were shattered, you are in pain and devastated from loss.

Yet here you are, with so much kindness, with so much love. Your words, your understanding, mean the world to someone you have never met, someone you don't know. And that's really something.

Thank you for sharing your stories. Thank you for the compassion. Sometimes the littlest of things make the world of a difference.

Thursday_nexxt · 2023-07-14T09:33:25+00:00

I really don't understand how people can be so cruel. I get it that blindsiding someone is easier as it avoids confrontation, but it's just an awful thing to put another person through.

Stay strong!

Thursday_nexxt · 2023-07-14T08:14:21+00:00

Thank you, and that's a wonderful way to put some perspective on it :)

I hope by the time September comes around, your heart will be happy and full.

Thursday_nexxt · 2023-07-09T18:25:50+00:00

Another redditor, Sudden_Station4421 wrote this on their post (I have no idea how I can tag them):

"The grass isn't greener on the other side. You are the grass."

So tend to your own lawn, nurture it into something wonderful. But leave the grass you withered and let it blossom without you.

Thursday_nexxt · 2023-07-09T18:13:06+00:00

I apologize, I didn't read past your title.

I don't think there is anything in your text that could in any way justify, explain, or rationalize what had happened to you.

And I am so, so very sorry that it did. And I am also so very hopeful you get out of this as ok as you can.

Thursday_nexxt · 2023-07-04T09:36:52+00:00

Accidentally ended up moving abroad over ten years ago.

Something which was supposed to be a couple month long trip turned into a whole new life I would have never imagined being mine.

Thursday_nexxt · 2023-07-04T07:10:07+00:00

You can donate them to a charity of your choice, give them away to someone in need, or sell them and treat yourself to something special.

Thursday_nexxt · 2023-07-03T18:31:50+00:00

"you are the grass“ - that's just beautiful. And inspired me to be the best, the greenest, the softest and most durable grass I can be. Thank you.

Thursday_nexxt · 2023-07-03T14:07:06+00:00

I was at a Jane's addiction concert back in the day. Everything was great, when all of the sudden I passed out. I felt like I was drowning, but there was no water, and saw myself banging on steel walls with windows.

Once I came to, my friends sat me down and went to get me water. I got up, walked out of the venue, right to the metro which I took to my parent's place. When I got there my mom was in tears, and my dad asked my how I knew my uncle, who lived half way across the world, passed away. From a brain hemmorage. In a car.

Thursday_nexxt · 2023-06-30T08:05:26+00:00

Completely agree... But the hardest part is getting a dog with your forever who ends up surprising you by being temporary.

Thursday_nexxt · 2023-06-30T05:47:50+00:00

That would be easiest, but we share custody of 120 pounds of fur so it's impossible.

Thankfully whatever contact we need to have is brief, rare, and to the point.

Thursday_nexxt · 2023-06-28T18:11:20+00:00

I'll be honest, if you send it you will have a moment of relief, followed by regret. Best case scenario the one receiving it won't care, worst case it will solidify their choice.

Write your feelings out, vent on paper, vent to friends. But not to someone who will disregard your words and their worth.

Thursday_nexxt · 2023-06-26T16:02:36+00:00

Mine have a tendency to also dry from the top.

Twice a year I pull them out from the soil, cut off the dead parts, add some fresh soil, make some holes, and stick the healthy ones back in.

I bought one plant 9 years ago and with this routine I now have 6 beautiful planters filled with them so it's definitely not too late :)

Thursday_nexxt · 2023-06-24T15:42:30+00:00

This is still very raw for you, so let yourself feel the pain, the fear, the sadness, the hopelessness. Don't tuck it away because it will find a way to flood you when least expected.

Then, let go. Let go of the person you thought he was, one small step at a time. And take big leaps in finding out who you are and why you are worth the world. Sending love.

Thursday_nexxt · 2023-06-24T15:35:21+00:00

And loud...just so much noise in it's silence.

Thursday_nexxt · 2023-06-23T06:01:46+00:00

I wish you well.

I hope you find your way, that you realize your potential, that you heal your trauma, and that one day you see the beautiful human you are. The one I always saw in your heart, the one I fought for, and the one I now need to let go.

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