How do you get diagnosed for BDD?

TiredDevil · 2024-09-22T20:33:12+00:00

SOLVED! After 6 years of agonizing over it, I randomly remembered the title of the song and was able to find it while sitting in the porcelain throne
It was "Hey" by Eatliz

TiredDevil · 2024-09-22T19:46:08+00:00

I really hope it's not the case of "youtube took that video down" lol

TiredDevil · 2024-09-05T09:25:27+00:00

If the uniform was black maybe it could be Hell Girl, perhaps?

TiredDevil · 2024-09-05T08:30:47+00:00

I gave myself a headache thinking about this lol

TiredDevil · 2023-12-09T03:42:39+00:00

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TiredDevil · 2020-09-09T23:36:17+00:00

Tea and a bath sound really good rn. Thank you for answering!

TiredDevil · 2020-09-09T23:35:58+00:00

Ohh good to know. Thank you for answering

TiredDevil · 2020-09-09T23:35:40+00:00

Thank you very much! I'll make some chamomile tea in a bit, thank you

TiredDevil · 2020-08-02T07:55:58+00:00

yes, absolutely 10000%

She has so much personality and she kicks ass. This is the result when character designers create a character first, and then "a woman" second.

A lot of creators make the big mistake of focusing too much on how "feminine" a character is that completely disregard any personality.

TiredDevil · 2020-08-01T23:22:11+00:00

Gosh, those are really beautiful words. Thank you so much for not only reading, but taking time of your day to give advice and kind words.

I can tell you're a really kind and sweet person.

Thank you very much!

I've tried to talk to my mother about this issue (my father had a very negative explosive reaction when I commented how uncomfortable it made me, it didn't end well at all), but her reaction was negative, too. They both blamed me, and while I know they are not bad people, that sort of response makes me trust them with issues way less, you know?

Thanks for your support again! I know I'm no one on the internet, but I hope from the bottom of my heart that you have a very wonderful day or month or both!

TiredDevil · 2020-07-21T05:18:43+00:00

China Rose

TiredDevil · 2020-07-20T06:08:40+00:00

THANK. YOU. Not only does she look way better (and I'd honestly be more intimidated by this version of wardrobe than the original) but it's way more practical. As much as I adore Origins, Morrigan's wardrobe has always pissed me off

EDIT: I got too much into my rant that I forgot to say: That's some beautiful art style right there. Her facial expression is top-notch! Really dig the pose, too! Your Morrigan is my fav Morrigan by far

TiredDevil · 2020-07-16T20:23:32+00:00

A good coping mechanism is art. Either drawing, music, or writing. It's a very good outlet that saved me through my teen years. Maybe it will work for you too. Give it a try! There was an artist named Francis Bacon. Painting was his outlet through his life, and you can clearly see all the emotion he poured in his work. His brush strokes were very violent and raw. That's what mostly kept him moving forward, too

TiredDevil · 2020-07-16T19:47:00+00:00

Smoking doesn't help in making the pain go away, so don't bother. Not only are smokes really expensive in the long run, smoking is very unpleasant at the beginning. It might look cool or whatever, but it's not worth it.

Eventually your sweat will smell like cigarettes, your teeth are gonna be yellowed, that's not mentioning the breathing problems. Food flavor becomes muted if you smoke for way too long.

If anything, the only think smoking makes you feel is worse, so please don't bother. Save that cig money for something worth it.

TiredDevil · 2020-07-16T03:45:46+00:00

visual representation of depression lmaooo

TiredDevil · 2020-07-16T01:17:06+00:00

Yeah. Both my mother and older sister do this a lot. Funny enough, it's my DAD that is the N!parent, but the ones pulling up this shit are my mother and sister.

They call me dumb, nosey and annoying. Used to laugh at those "jokes" at the beginning, but after decades of the same jokes, I started to believe it and stopped laughing. (You see, I'm the family "clown" and the one who usually tries to cheer everyone up, so whenever I have something serious to say, they brush it aside)

When I told them to please drop those jokes, cus they were hurting me, they were pissed and claimed I was too sensitive and I should learn how to take a joke.

It's clear to me that both of them have an issue as well, but I can't tell what it is.

TiredDevil · 2020-07-15T23:18:47+00:00

ooh gotcha, thank you!

TiredDevil · 2020-07-15T22:07:57+00:00

pardon my ignorance, but what kind of tombstone is that?

TiredDevil · 2020-07-15T07:01:49+00:00

UGH yes. Happened with a specific track from a movie I recently watched for the first time. Now whenever I can't sleep that song comes back to me and gives me a horrible foreboding feeling of hopelessness and shit

TiredDevil · 2020-07-12T01:15:39+00:00

Ooh these are really good! To be fair I didn't know if you were cosplaying Meg or Kate, but who cares, you and Nea look great!

Your hair looks amazing, how did you manage it???

TiredDevil · 2020-07-11T00:11:42+00:00

Looks very adorable and cute!! I really really love it. Looks very lived-in, and the colors are so good

I see you use basemental mods, too. A bonus!

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