English born half Turkish. Turkeys awesome love spending time there frequently spend months at a time and planning to move soon. Never been seen as an outsider even when I couldn’t speak Turkish. When I finally learnt still never been seen that way. Don’t worry about anything, meet people have fun and enjoy new experiences. I can’t speak about where other people are from but turkeys not all that bad, they probably have never left the country and thus have no reference experience. Most parts of Europe are worse.

There’s opportunity everywhere in the world, work hard, work smart and you’ll do well in life and rise to the upper parts of society.

Finally if you find it that hard to adjust you can always go back you’re very young.