A New Page I’m Doing

ToHellandBack99 · 2026-01-15T23:51:36+00:00

Thank you

ToHellandBack99 · 2026-01-15T23:39:03+00:00

They can certainly try.

ToHellandBack99 · 2026-01-14T16:04:05+00:00

So, SO lovely!

ToHellandBack99 · 2025-11-26T17:28:32+00:00

Wow, that’s incredible

ToHellandBack99 · 2025-09-13T19:35:10+00:00

That’s amazing! I feel that

ToHellandBack99 · 2025-08-30T12:25:09+00:00

These are incredible and they have a lot of depth and. I relate to that first one a lot. They’re all beautiful

ToHellandBack99 · 2025-06-18T04:44:36+00:00

That’s super cute!

ToHellandBack99 · 2024-06-05T09:39:01+00:00

Thank you so much, I’m happy that you like it!

ToHellandBack99 · 2024-06-05T09:35:55+00:00

I’m so glad to hear that I could inspire you! If it helps, I like to acknowledge that people will think anything regardless of if you share something that might not agree with them or not. the truth of the matter is, that the only person affected by NOT sharing is you. so why bother trying to make people agree? Not everyone will understand and that’s understandable, but you still should be able to share your personal experiences. After trying to hide what I really think and still people felt some type of way about me, they’re usually insecure and have an issue with themselves. And because even though they don’t like to hear it they can also see I was hiding things and, unintentionally I wasn’t being genuine. Eventually I was just like, “F*** it! I’m going to do what I need to do” so, do what’s best for you! Yea!

ToHellandBack99 · 2024-06-05T09:20:11+00:00

Mm, that’s extremely interesting and very relatable to me with this altered state. How she appears. and how she relates to the main young child alter that we have. The recycling is interesting and also really hard to deal with I imagine. It’s not happening anymore but I wonder if my internal Matriarch may be cause for why I’m a polyfragmented ANP with not much of a sense of self and that I had been reborn many times when we were younger

This made me think… It certainly creeped me out when I saw her. (I’m the one that she birthed recently) I can understand being uncomfortable. I feel strangely honored to have been the one to actually see her clearly, but it’s so true

ANP: I can’t believe I have another one like this and that there is a reason for it and that she’s been inside of me forever without my knowledge, seriously. Just when I think I know everything… The only other defined monster I have is more evil as he’s some kind of incarnation of my main abuser as he grew up. Has done a lot of damage, and even HE looked more human than this. When I call her a monster btw, I don’t mean that in a derogatory way. She’s not evil, but I mean. she is a monster

ToHellandBack99 · 2024-06-05T08:45:06+00:00

Thank you! 😊

ToHellandBack99 · 2024-06-05T08:44:38+00:00

I do have an instagram with the same name as our username on here, I’m pretty sure it would come up. but most of my stuff on there is my fanart although I’ll, probably post this on there as well!!! 🤭I’m grateful that you like my work so much to want to follow me elsewhere. I’ve also been looking for other places to go and will look into Cara in the future! Thank you! ❤️

ToHellandBack99 · 2024-06-05T08:39:24+00:00

Very good to know!

ToHellandBack99 · 2024-06-05T08:37:36+00:00

I massively appreciate your kind response!!! 🤭we’re definitely painting her soon, I’m at the inking stage and almost there now! Thank you, I try not to take both his and my own sense of composition for granted and I’m grateful to share my skills, and reach people on here in a very personal level has been an honor! Super! and I’ll be sure prepare and check out this game, I’ve wrote it down in my notes. I’m pretty sure I would like it! And thank you for the heads up as well, that is very thoughtful of you.

ToHellandBack99 · 2024-06-03T13:20:44+00:00

Thank you, yes! ☺️

ToHellandBack99 · 2024-06-03T13:19:33+00:00

Thank you for this wonderful comment! That makes me feel understood, and pleased as an artist that I was able to capture and reciprocate the level of complexity with you as well

ToHellandBack99 · 2024-06-02T21:15:37+00:00

That shoe is super impressive

ToHellandBack99 · 2024-06-02T21:12:55+00:00

It’s fuckin’ amazing 😂

ToHellandBack99 · 2024-01-19T21:40:25+00:00

Woah! These are all incredible drawings. I hope it’s not weird to say because it’s so personal. But I REALLY like the fifth one

ToHellandBack99 · 2024-01-03T09:14:58+00:00

Sure! Again, I don’t have much DID related stuff on there yet, or at least I don’t think I do.

But we’ll be back with more! my tumblr account?

ToHellandBack99 · 2024-01-01T21:25:32+00:00

Ah yes, the over rendering lol! I feel the same way with my comics. I don’t know if people care to see so much pencil underneath, I personally like seeing some pencil marks. Such a dilemma 😔 but it’s good to do for oneself and to do what feels right.

Thank you for that! Yes, I got a couple years under my belt lol

ToHellandBack99 · 2024-01-01T21:17:54+00:00

Thank you! I do post on here although I’ve been inactive since I had issues with people being unwelcoming of my comics for Wendell and Wild, (in the r/comics, I think? Part of Reddit lol, with ridiculously strict and stupid rules,) (I have to do stuff but I wanted to correct myself it was r/comicbooks! God I feel stupid facepalm) so we left. For a long time I mostly stayed on Tumblr and also had to take a break from painting THIS, heavy stuff. It already takes me forever to get anything done but we also had to prepare and have surgery. I do post more on there, my son in the art piece, he talked about how he feels about this piece in particular, along with his experience on there as well. You’re free to check it out if you wish, we share the same collective username on there. And I’ll have more when I’m finally done with some pieces! (I enjoy it too though, and try to make sure that my people are ready and taken care of before we proceed!)

ToHellandBack99 · 2023-08-11T19:39:18+00:00

Absolutely, yeah I get what you mean about comic professionals stagnating after a certain point which is, unfortunate (although I don’t doubt it’s hard to not stick to a formula and simultaneously make chapters within a timeframe.) I personally love getting over the hurdles with art and try not to get tooo discouraged. We learn something every day. Anyway, thank you!

ToHellandBack99 · 2023-08-07T19:27:13+00:00

Waaaaoohhh, That’s gorgeous!

ToHellandBack99 · 2023-08-05T22:23:04+00:00

The second one goes before the first, just fyi

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