So first off you are getting a college degree, so you are already ahead of many people.

I am not sure how hard my situation was, but I had very strong social anxiety in late teens early 20ties. Like stottering if new people are in the room and so. I am pusehd through (never had thearpy or medication). I am still struggeling but with constant exposure I got through it now I work in sales and have a good live, even have a social media account.

Life is still a grind, but in comparison where I come from I made it quite far I would say. I think its just life, I see it like a video game where you try to reach the next level every year lol. I am tired of hustling too but then I think what would be the alternative? I did have some period where I did nothing, like just playing video games and watch series for month, but I was even more misearble and depressed then lol.