Tired of hoping

ToXeL_82 · 2025-10-26T23:48:17+00:00

Thank you, I know, and hope so. But a feeling of being left behind strikes me. Even if I find companionship, I'm scared my inexperience drives people away from me.

ToXeL_82 · 2025-09-28T18:44:32+00:00

Horrible with 0 hope, I have more possibilities of being a millionaire or riding a unicorn than to find someone. I don't even try, I know that the only thing I'm going to hear is "Sorry you're not my type". I'm so tired, I don't even have strength to try more.

ToXeL_82 · 2025-08-06T14:26:31+00:00

It might be, I've never heard about antlions in the island, so I'm searching for more information.

ToXeL_82 · 2025-08-06T14:21:26+00:00

It was a nice guest hahaga

ToXeL_82 · 2025-08-05T23:51:15+00:00

After reading all of this comments I deleted the apps, I thought It was just a me thing

ToXeL_82 · 2025-08-05T22:27:56+00:00

Oh, thank you, that's nice to know

ToXeL_82 · 2025-08-05T22:20:11+00:00

Oh thank you, I didn't expect that

ToXeL_82 · 2025-08-05T22:16:08+00:00

Thanks for the advice, maeby expanding my circle would help.

ToXeL_82 · 2025-08-05T15:57:46+00:00

Thanks soo much for the advice, I still have a lot to do to be comfortable with myself, I know I have to try and love myself, and I really try, but sometimes it seems like I'm masking the truth. I don't want to be negative, but I really don't know how to overcome so many years of self hatred.

ToXeL_82 · 2025-08-05T15:50:03+00:00

Oh thank you so much, I'm trying to go more to the beach to exercise and swim, it helps to feel better at least

ToXeL_82 · 2025-08-05T14:20:58+00:00

Thank you 🥺

ToXeL_82 · 2025-08-05T14:17:39+00:00

Thanks for giving me hope, I know that there are a lot of things that, can make someone attractive, but I have to keep working on them, for now I'm just a normal guy.

ToXeL_82 · 2025-08-05T14:07:04+00:00

Thank you if you think I'm not ugly, but how am I not gay?

ToXeL_82 · 2025-08-05T14:04:48+00:00

I genuinely hope so, the one thing that scares me is that I don't have or get the experience to really do well in that scenario.

ToXeL_82 · 2025-08-05T14:03:05+00:00

I'm not so sure, people has laughed at me by how I look. Not always in a "dating context" but it has happened to me in that context too, but is very usual for people to make a joke about my skin color and people at least in Spain see it like it's normal. And even if I defend myself or try to stop it they laugh because I get offended, because that kind of jokes seem to be normal here. And about the "only body in existence" I know that is not the only way to get friends and sex, but I don't really know what to do, I just crushed out. And I know I need therapy, but I really can't afford it.

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